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I am finding it so difficult to eat right now, but i know i have to, so i do, it takes ages, i sit there urging as i try to feed myself, holding back the tears. I have just managed to eat some...
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Not really a good day. I feel awful for everything i put in my mouth. Last night my mum critised what i was eating, which made me feel even more guilty. she does try to help, she is writing out menus...
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I have to go food shopping with my mum today, it is always an interesting event, i have to go because she never gets the things that i will eat, this shopping with her started when i was first...
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I really do try to eat and exercise healthily, and i try to not think about all the thoughts that come along with an eating disorder and instead try to live my life. The thoughts thing never works,...
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I really don't know if anyone will read this, but i am writing it anyway. It has been such a ling time since I was last on DS and a lot has changed including my name! haha, yep I am now a mrs and a...
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I cannot put into words my gratitude for the support, comments and messages you wonderfully kind friends have given me on DS. I am so so sorry that I (especially in recent times) have not done as...
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I realise I'm not on here much anymore so I do feel a little bad for asking for help, but I just do not know what to do right now. I am struggling so much. I am finding it so hard, I havent felt...
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Firstly, i am sorry that i do not make it on here much anymore, i do care for you all very much and am sorry that i am not a good support to. But please trust me i have my reasons, and perhaps some...
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If God came and said to me right now "i can see you have had enough, would you like to die now" i would say yes, i wake up every morning and wish i hadnt bothered. I am so tired of fighting and...
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So I've been gone a long time. Its been a good time in the most part if i am honest. I have barely been on here since september 2008. I choose not to come on here because i felt i needed to get...
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I thought I would write a little journal entry, not quite sure why but thought I would, don't even know if it will be read as a havent been on here for ages. Anyways....all is good with me, i am not...
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What happens when you are staying in a house with a bunch of people with colds?!.....You eventually catch it too! How joyful, lovely sore throat, ear ache and head ache. Hope it goes soon! All is...
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I tried to recover so many times but fell, then finally just under 8 months ago ( i remember the day exactly), something changed, something clicked, my whole heart wanted recovery and I wanted it for...
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I'll explain the title. Basically when i was first at the hospital about 3-3 1/2 years ago they tried to persuade me to eat a cheese sandwich and ever since i have had this major thing about them...
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Ok, so yesterday was a bad day, they happen, they happen for everyone, people with eating disorders and people without eating disorders have bad days, those bad days just take different forms. That...
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