I have to go food shopping with my mum today, it is always an interesting event, i have to go because she never gets the things that i will eat, this shopping with her started when i was first recovering 2 years ago and having to eat loads to put weight on, she was so thankful i was eating that she would buy anything.  It is never easy as we go around the store, even now she tries to encourage me to eat other stuff, but i always wish she would just leave me alone because i am a healthy weight. So that is one of the challenges i face today, i feel like i have to have a plan for when we get back to busy my mind and stop me from spending ages thining about all the food that has just been bought. So i will go to the gym and then to work after shopping.  I should have eaten breakfast by now, i dont know if i can do it, the thought of eating just makes me want to cry, these are the days where my anorexia grabs hold of me and i have to fight it again...i will just look forward to work, it is a great distraction from myself and i always enjoy everyones company. :-)