wanttobeok
Status: Just wanted to say things really can be okay.
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Firstly, i am sorry that i do not make it on here much anymore, i do care for you all very much and am sorry that i am not a good support to. But please trust me i have my reasons, and perhaps some...
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If God came and said to me right now "i can see you have had enough, would you like to die now" i would say yes, i wake up every morning and wish i hadnt bothered. I am so tired of fighting and...
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So I've been gone a long time. Its been a good time in the most part if i am honest. I have barely been on here since september 2008. I choose not to come on here because i felt i needed to get...
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I thought I would write a little journal entry, not quite sure why but thought I would, don't even know if it will be read as a havent been on here for ages. Anyways....all is good with me, i am not...
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What happens when you are staying in a house with a bunch of people with colds?!.....You eventually catch it too! How joyful, lovely sore throat, ear ache and head ache. Hope it goes soon! All is...
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I tried to recover so many times but fell, then finally just under 8 months ago ( i remember the day exactly), something changed, something clicked, my whole heart wanted recovery and I wanted it for...
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I'll explain the title. Basically when i was first at the hospital about 3-3 1/2 years ago they tried to persuade me to eat a cheese sandwich and ever since i have had this major thing about them...
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Ok, so yesterday was a bad day, they happen, they happen for everyone, people with eating disorders and people without eating disorders have bad days, those bad days just take different forms. That...
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Same day, another journal entry cuz i dont know what else to do with myself right now. i feel everything crashing down, i dont want to lose thi battle but i dont know how to fight right now, here at...
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what more can i say other than the title!?! ahhhh! bad day! i am praying that can get back on track tomorrow...today old feelings have led to old behaviours, i just hope tomorrow i will go back to...
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My mum and i have barely ever spoken about my anorexia, instead literally saying the minimum amount possible when i went into treatment. But after 4 years we finally spoke the truth about it. It...
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I feel like i have been making giant steps towards recovery recently, i have now tackled every food that i wouldnt eat, i have been slowly working on eating all the foods my ed stopped me from eating...
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I know this could possibly sound stupid or something, but i like to write honestly about how i feel here.... i feel like i have changed and am changing, i am listening to a song i used to listen to...
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I realised today i always beat myself up for not being able to do this and that, like not being able to stop calorie counting and such, then i realised there are lots of things i can do that i once...
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If you put your mind to something enough then you can do it, i know i can do this and wave goodbye to it. There are people in the world suffering so much more than i am and are powerless to help...
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