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Status: Just wanted to say things really can be okay.
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I am so fed up with feeling guilty. I wish i could not count calories because if i didn't know how many i was eating then maybe the guilt would be easier, but i cant not count cuz then i panic that i...
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I have been challenging myself so much recently, it is difficult and scary and has been making that ana voice scream loudly at me telling me i am eating "too" much, i shouldnt eat this and that, i...
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I am still staying strong, i dont want to give in! I am eating the most healthy diet i have in at least four years. I know i still have a long way to go and a lot of fighting to do but i am staying...
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i am feeling quite strong and happy right now, i m hoping i can keep this feeling, i feel quite full of fighting spirit. i have managed to up my intake to a very acceptable amount for the last 8...
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i have eaten really well today despite finding it difficult, i should feel proud of myself, but instead i feel guilty and like i should make up for it tomorrow by not eating enough. ed does my head...
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i just cant eat enough, therefore i cannot be healthy and achieve my goal.
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I just don't want to eat, i am eating properly cuz i know i have to, but the thoughts are so strong in my head and its making me feel so low, i'd give anything to not have to eat, for eating just not...
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Its been four years of toutureand its beenfour years of painits been four years of heaven and four years of rain. You tempted me with pretty imagestold me what to doI obeyed your every wordnow i...
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I dont really know what to write, other than, i am falling into old habits, more in my thinking than my actions right now, but fighting is getting harder ad harder and i am so scared that soon i will...
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Its not easy and i dont know if it ever will be. some day are easier than others, but i can live now. i can have fun, i know my eating disorder is there but if i know that then i can keep it at bay....
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its taking over, making me feel so crappy! i cant make it go away!
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Hey!I havent been here for ages and i miss it so much. We still dont have internet at our flat, although we should soon. I have continued having 3 healthy meals a day, it has been nine weeks now i...
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I will stay strong. i think yesterday was possily the most difficult day so far! that voice was just screaming at me. i hate it so much. i completely hate ed! so i will beat it!! yesterday it was...
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Well on wednesday i made it to 10 days of having 3 healthy meals a day. And i am still going. io am hoping that as time goes on it will get easier and become more routine. when i write about it on...
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