i feel better than i did yesterday.aalthough i have been thinking alotim not sure what i would do if  anything ever happend to my family although they are cruel to me i love them so much.i have been keeping to myself. well parrtly because  ima retard and say stupid stuff.i felt so alone  but w.e briana went to prom on saturday so im super excited for her:) cant wait to hear about it.christina and i are cool:)she is different and i love it:)she has always got treated bad in relationships i told her i wouldnt treat her like shitit made her smile and that made me smile:)im done buuuhbyelove jessiep.s i love my dork no matter what<3