wow today was an horrible day. i never knew i could hate some one as much as i do its weird because lots of ppl did horrible ass shit to me but i never hated anybody as much as i hate this girl.but what ever.me and mimi are officially over boo! i still love that girl and despite what anyone says i know she still loves me too.jenny is pretty pissed at me  we got in a fight and are probally not gonna talk for a while. i hate my life right now i feel so alone.i feel betrayed and honestly i want to die and not feel anything anymore. my mom is being a real fucking brat to me she makes me feel even more like crap. i dont have anyone to talk to so im just trying  to get everything out  in a journal.i really miss my grandma  i've been thinking about her latley and i just miss how things were. i miss lots of things actually. well ima go check for lexie's story so i g2g bye!!!