I only feel bad because I just can't get use to this not sleeping. And it doesn't help that three weeks ago I took my intake down of caffeine. I am desparatly wanting some star bucks. To get my brain in order. The guys at work are laughing, because I am sitting at my desk with my eyes closed. I just don't understand why I can't sleep at night. Why I have sleepless nights. I don't want to take meds to help me sleep. I just want to sleep. And not wake up. That would be so nice. To sleep the days away. To bad we have to pay the bills. Life is so crazy. I am just hoping that my sleepless nights will end.