The pain the sorrow of how I feel now. I never thought for minute I would feel so empty, so unable to move, so unmotivated, and so alone. I always knew inside Harry would die before me. But I thought he would be he until Matt left the teens years. He was so excited about being there for his son during the teen years. That God had given him a second chance, since he divorced his first wife when his son turn 12. He knew he would be different this time. But for some reason GOd decided to take him home when Matt was only 11. But that is not what I want to write about today. I sit here and say "oh I am in pain." I am lost, and why is there no peace. Tears come down my face. and I feel isolated.
As today is Good Friday, and many will celebrate the death of Christ. I want to take this moment to reflect on that. Christ came for all. A few days before his crucification, people where Praising his name, Honoring their KING. But in only a few days, they were ordering his death. Denying who he was. And letting him be tortured. Oh what a sight that must have been.How alone my savior must have felt. And here I complain for the loss of my husband. And then for those who believed who Christ was, how hard it must have been to watch him die. Die not for any crime that he committed. But for the ones we all committ.Sadness for a mother to watch her son die for no reason but for me for all our sins. The day must have been a dark day. But God LOVED US CHrist died for us. As I reflect on this true act of Love for me. I feel the warmth. And assurance that my sins are washed by the blood that were shed that day. God does not deny me, so I need not to feel alone. He offers his love.
In 1994, I asked the Lord to become my savior. And he would love for more to call on his name. If you haven't, you can call and ask him to save you. Romans 10:13. For whosever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
That day on the cross Christ died for all. And even know my life may seem that it is a turmoil mess Christ went through much more than I could ever imagine or endure.
Those of you believe on the Lord Jesus Christ. Know today, that his dying saved you. And his strength is going to carry us through this.
As today is Good Friday, and many will celebrate the death of Christ. I want to take this moment to reflect on that. Christ came for all. A few days before his crucification, people where Praising his name, Honoring their KING. But in only a few days, they were ordering his death. Denying who he was. And letting him be tortured. Oh what a sight that must have been.How alone my savior must have felt. And here I complain for the loss of my husband. And then for those who believed who Christ was, how hard it must have been to watch him die. Die not for any crime that he committed. But for the ones we all committ.Sadness for a mother to watch her son die for no reason but for me for all our sins. The day must have been a dark day. But God LOVED US CHrist died for us. As I reflect on this true act of Love for me. I feel the warmth. And assurance that my sins are washed by the blood that were shed that day. God does not deny me, so I need not to feel alone. He offers his love.
In 1994, I asked the Lord to become my savior. And he would love for more to call on his name. If you haven't, you can call and ask him to save you. Romans 10:13. For whosever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
That day on the cross Christ died for all. And even know my life may seem that it is a turmoil mess Christ went through much more than I could ever imagine or endure.
Those of you believe on the Lord Jesus Christ. Know today, that his dying saved you. And his strength is going to carry us through this.
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Eileen, you are witnessing for God even during this time of great pain. For you to be able to do that is solid proof that He is walking through this sorrow right by your side. He may allow you to hurt and grow but He will not leave you. The clouds will one day part and the sun will shine on your beautiful face again. I\'m praying that God will touch you with His peace.
How beautiful, but more importantly, HOW TRUE !! Because of this, we can face tomorrow, and the day after, and the day after and .... we have HOPE! You are a blessing !