Ok, Now things are getting worst here at work. I can't stand all this pressure. I feel like the whole world is caving in on me and I can't get out of it. WHat should I do??? I am crying inside and my stomach is doing flips. I feel helpless and lost. This is not fair that I am in this circle of disaster after disaster. Why oh why me. And I hate that statement. Why????? I don't want to question God on why am I going through all this craziness. I just want to do my job to the best of my ability. How can I keep going like this? Sleepless nights, tired during the day. This business is not even my business and I worry like it is. I don't even think my boss realizes I am a dedicated worker. I want to run away. And start a new life. But can I do I have that power. Oh praise the Lord that I can walk, talk, and vent like I am. IT is just not fair. Not fair I must deal with this. I am so insecure about my life right now!!! I am so scared to make any decision. That I feel Like i will explode in minutes. If I don't let go and move on I will surely end up hospitalized for insanity. SO HERE IT IS I JUST WANT TO CRAWL AND DIE!!!!