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Next Monday it will be 4 weeks that myBrad killed himself.First of all..the 12 steps has told me to apologize again because lately my mouth has been running off too much.I am not like my favorite person,Edward I Koch..but people here have been wonderful.Today I was asked the ultimate insult...What was in the will? And let me clairfy this.Brad left no will.He left no instructions.He only left me a letter in which he explained certain things that I must do.He told me that he was sorry..but it was much better for him this way.Brads health because of his drinking the past 3 weeks hasnt been good.He looke awful.What did I do? Well,I waited approximately 5 hours and then I began to call people.I called the crisis line of
seattle and they aske me if I was alright.I then called my new psychiarist and told him what had happened.Then i called my social worker and after I told Joe what happened..I said these words.."It is very important that I get back to work.part-time." I told Joe that I have decided to stay at the house and take care of the cats.My neighbors have been wonderful.I realized that Brad was sick and it wasnt my fault.Brad gave up the ghost.The
ghost was Brad spirit.Look...I* am no sleeping
beauty...but I would like to look like Pamela
Sue Anderson....have Angelina Jolies lips and Janet Jacksons figure..but you cant have everything. I learned a lesson that Brad never learned..some people are beyond reach and these people would only make us unhappy so why be obssessed over them? Brad had a crush on Heidi Klum. All men in seattle think she is beautiful.But she is married to Seal and is beyone reach and Brad never learned his lesson.The 12th step has helped me and I am a tarot card reader.And the card that I drew is The Priestess and this card means this....Be silent for the time being.Speech can effect your life and since Sophie got me mad...asking about the will.I am taking The Priestess advice about being silent...But I am moving on.I am going to go for part time work and i cant wait until i start and remember this..life is for the living and whatever happens...help is always available.vader.
seattle and they aske me if I was alright.I then called my new psychiarist and told him what had happened.Then i called my social worker and after I told Joe what happened..I said these words.."It is very important that I get back to work.part-time." I told Joe that I have decided to stay at the house and take care of the cats.My neighbors have been wonderful.I realized that Brad was sick and it wasnt my fault.Brad gave up the ghost.The
ghost was Brad spirit.Look...I* am no sleeping
beauty...but I would like to look like Pamela
Sue Anderson....have Angelina Jolies lips and Janet Jacksons figure..but you cant have everything. I learned a lesson that Brad never learned..some people are beyond reach and these people would only make us unhappy so why be obssessed over them? Brad had a crush on Heidi Klum. All men in seattle think she is beautiful.But she is married to Seal and is beyone reach and Brad never learned his lesson.The 12th step has helped me and I am a tarot card reader.And the card that I drew is The Priestess and this card means this....Be silent for the time being.Speech can effect your life and since Sophie got me mad...asking about the will.I am taking The Priestess advice about being silent...But I am moving on.I am going to go for part time work and i cant wait until i start and remember this..life is for the living and whatever happens...help is always available.vader.
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Good for you, Vader! Good advice for a lot of people! Glad you are going to work, it will be healthy for you to do so. I wish you the best! God Bless! Judy
vader
Thanks Judy...The Class is today.It starts at 3.30 and I am a bit nervous.I have never done anything like this in years.I cant not wait and it is the beginning of a new life for me.Guess what? 2 more stray cats came last night and one of them saundered in.I named him Brad and Brad was really sick..not my fault.Work is the best medicine for me.
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You are right, Hon,...it is NOT your fault!! This is a good sign, about the 2 cats coming to you! That is just great! I will send a prayer about your class, you are going to be just fine! Hugs, Judy
vader
It is 12.30 here and I am a bit nervous.Havent been to a class in years.Got a new blouse for 1.99 at Value Village.It is peach and I got a scarf with earrings also.I am wearing my black pants that he picked out.It has been a bit tense and i want to go out soon because it may rain and when it rains in seattle..it pours and pours...dont get caught in our rain..cause it is also cold!
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