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It will be 3 months on the 22nd of August that I lost Brad.I am finding out so
much about him and much of it is like a Hollywood movie.First of all,he lied to me about his nationality.He always told me that he was French and German.I found out on the day that he died...he was Russian and his grandfather was a Russian Imigrant who migrated here years ago.Why did he lie? Secondly,Brad won a scholarship in the 1970s to play football.The money that he owed out was for something else and I couldnt believe just how much he owed.Thirdly....he lied about his work.Brad told me if anything happened to him that I would get something.Well...if he hadnt given me his rent money and if his sister didnt have to sell the motorcycle...I would be penninless.I also found out that he was planning on moving out and taking the cats.And there are more lies that I cannot say or print.When Brad committed suicide I thought my world was over.I realized then and I realize now that Brad never loved me at all.He never really knew me.And I never really knew Brad.He left me without a note and with any explanation.The cats are still finkikcky and I dont know what else to say except that I have forgiven certain people.Look If I had the looks of Pamela Sue Anderson and the figure of Dolly Parton and the lips of Angelina Jolie I would be happy....but I am no spring chicken anymore and I have quite trying.No more dates.It is just too much of a hassle and with all of the domestic violence cases in the state of Washington lately and since i had a friend who was a victim...I am afraid to getting hurt again.I will be friends that all.I just cant get involved anymore...vader.
much about him and much of it is like a Hollywood movie.First of all,he lied to me about his nationality.He always told me that he was French and German.I found out on the day that he died...he was Russian and his grandfather was a Russian Imigrant who migrated here years ago.Why did he lie? Secondly,Brad won a scholarship in the 1970s to play football.The money that he owed out was for something else and I couldnt believe just how much he owed.Thirdly....he lied about his work.Brad told me if anything happened to him that I would get something.Well...if he hadnt given me his rent money and if his sister didnt have to sell the motorcycle...I would be penninless.I also found out that he was planning on moving out and taking the cats.And there are more lies that I cannot say or print.When Brad committed suicide I thought my world was over.I realized then and I realize now that Brad never loved me at all.He never really knew me.And I never really knew Brad.He left me without a note and with any explanation.The cats are still finkikcky and I dont know what else to say except that I have forgiven certain people.Look If I had the looks of Pamela Sue Anderson and the figure of Dolly Parton and the lips of Angelina Jolie I would be happy....but I am no spring chicken anymore and I have quite trying.No more dates.It is just too much of a hassle and with all of the domestic violence cases in the state of Washington lately and since i had a friend who was a victim...I am afraid to getting hurt again.I will be friends that all.I just cant get involved anymore...vader.
sadmom
I'm sorry you are so discouraged. You have been mourning the death of a man you thought you knew, and now you feel you didn't know him at all. It will be hard to trust anybody after this, but I hope you don't give up. You are too young to give up. Sometimes we have to go through a lot of crap before we find the right person.
deleted_user
I agree with Sadmom. Take the time you need, don't think about jumping into another relationship. Just take the time to take care of yourself.
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