kayrl

well i kind of just feel like crap. my nose is stuffy and i have a headache. i just want to sleep but i should work on my rough draft for my article in multimedia but i don't really want to. i just...

have you ever had one of those nights where you just wanted to be held? to feel the warmth of someone elses body next to yours? feel that you are loved and someone cares about u? well tonight im...

so i went to my new counselor today. i like her alot. she seems nice and like will have me do stuff rather then just sit there and talk. i didn't like just sitting there and talking. and this one...

so i thought my meeting was today but it's next monday lol. i got to school for swing choir pratice and relized that i think it's next monday not today lol o well. i asked my mom to call in and say i...

well so im getting a new counselor. the one i have now isn't working anymore. there's alot from my past that i need help dealing with and she's not helping me. stuff that i need to talk about that i...

well so i didn't get homecomming queen. that's ok i didn't really plan on getting it anyway's. my mom really annoyed me today. idk im just getting tired of her i guess. i don't really know what to...

ugh i don't even know what to say. my stomach feels like im gonna throw up and i hate it. i wish amanda and i got to hang out a lil more. im getting tired of fighting with mom about college and going...

my friend amanda is home for 10 days!!! omg im so happy! she came home for some family troubles but im just glad she's here. she stopped by here tonight and we talked for a lil bit but not to long...

well my birthday was good. i got a guitar! im way excited! but idk how to play yet lol so i've been learing. i can play 3 notes lol!! yesterday i got woken up at 4am!! i am one of the homecomming...

tomorrow is our first cross country meet. i hate the course we run at so im glad my doc said i can't run at this meet lol. but he said that my ankle should be ready to go by out next meet but im ok...

tonight has been a lil hard. idk why. i can't stop crying. i just have this urge to scream and scream and scream. i feel alone. idk what to do. ugh im waisting your guy's time. im not worth it. no...

good new's so i think my brother changed the date of their wedding! im so glad! i was really not looking forward to them having their wedding on my birthday.  there's this song i've been listening...

well i feel like shit! my nose is all stuffed up and my head hurts and my ankle hurts a lil and mom and i just got done talking. it was going pretty good we were just having a regular conversation...

ok so today has sucked! well the school day was ok lol i was just kind of tired lol but that was fine. so things started to down hill at cross country pratice. so im about a mile maybe a lil more in...

i want to cut so badly right now!! or drink alot!! i just want to be numb and i don't care how. idk whats going on! i just hate everything right now! i hate my mom, i hate school, i hate life, i hate...