this is to kind of add to the last one i just posted.
i just want to talk to someone but i can't. i guess i'm one of thoes people that doesn't start a converstation saying i feel like crap and i need to talk. i guess i don't because i see my proplems as not important or atleast not important to others and i don't know why. but i just can start a converstation so then i feel like crap all day because i don't tlak about it. how do i fix that. but i can't fix it really cuz sometimes i don't even know why i feel like crap. i guess i just don't feel like people like me and i hate saying that cuz i feel selfish and idk ahh why am i so confusing!!!!
i just want to talk to someone but i can't. i guess i'm one of thoes people that doesn't start a converstation saying i feel like crap and i need to talk. i guess i don't because i see my proplems as not important or atleast not important to others and i don't know why. but i just can start a converstation so then i feel like crap all day because i don't tlak about it. how do i fix that. but i can't fix it really cuz sometimes i don't even know why i feel like crap. i guess i just don't feel like people like me and i hate saying that cuz i feel selfish and idk ahh why am i so confusing!!!!
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I\'m so happy your mom got you a counselor. Tell her EVERYTHING! It will make you feel sooo much better. I\'ve been in therapy before too, and it really changed my life. My therapist helped me to see that I deserved to be happy. Stay positive...it will get better. I\'m here if ya need me!
Well I have an idea.............. When I first started seeing a therapist I couldn\'t say what I wanted, sooo her Idea was to turn my chair around and talk to the wall while she listened. I just spewed out all my trash and it felt good. Eventually after a few times seeing her I could face her and talk. You are not selfish it\'s just \"shame\" you feel. Hell I still feel shame from what happened to me but I tell myself that I am not a victim but instead a \"survivor\" That helps. Be strong and email me if you want to ..... Much love
thats totally normal, hon. don\'t worry about it. if you know whats wrong, and want to talk about it, ok. if not, try to figure out what the trigger was. best of luck, amber
Im usually always on here. If you dont want to talk, but feel like shit, write to me and say I feel like shit! I will write back and pull it out of you!!! Then u will feel better! And if you WANT to talk, you can also write to me, and say life sucks, and I will talk to you for however long you wish, instead of cutting or staying alone in your yucky feelings!!! Love Nichole