well today started off kind of crapy but ended up pretty good. i hope it stay's this way. night is comeing and so i'm scared and i'll start thinking about things and then i will hurt myself but i'll try not to.

so this morning i was tired cuz i went to bed at 4 am lol it was my fault but it's ok, i'm use to no sleep. so i'm like at my school and forget to print off my assinment i stayed up till 4 doing so i had to go back home and print it off but it was wrong when i printed it off it didn't look right so then i sent it to myself and printed it off at school. but as i got to school i relized that i forgot my form that had all my classes on it and so my advisor was gonna be mad because it was due like 3 weeks ago but i keep forgetting it lol. so then i go into my first hour class and being that i missed school on tuesday i was hopeing that she wouldn't make me take the test but i guess i knew she would and she did. i wanted to cry because i didn't know the first page and i was like crap i'm gonna fail but the rest of it was ok, so idk how i did on it but i'm guessing i failed it. but that was really the only thing that sucked.

then the rest of the day was good. i had a chorus lession and i love them because i love to sing, idk but it makes me feel better. then after school i talked wiht my bball coach, i havent really talked to her in a while that was nice. then my friend and i went to a track meet. that was lots of fun but it kind of made me sad because i miss hurdles but it was fun to watch. then another really good friend came and we got to talk. lol hey your prolly reading this :P. But that was really nice i love talking to her she makes me feel better. she's a cool person. Oh and my friend and i the one i went to the track meet with we were bored and there was a break between the pre lims and the finals so we went over to the park and played at the park it was lots of fun and we laughed