wow i just had an impulse to run away. to just go and get my stuff and leave. i guess i'm tired of not being hug and not feeling like people care and that they want me around. it's seem to be that people have forgotten that give hugs and saying they care mean anything anymore. they seem to feel that if there's no reason to do that then it's weird to say it. but it's really not, it's the ones that are unexpected that we really remember. i guess i just want to be huged and to be held and told everything will be alright, i want to hear that people really care, and i know they do deep down but it doesn't feel like it. i know you guy's care for me and stuff and i thank you guy's for that you all mean so much to me, you guy's make me feel wanted and loved and taht you guy's really want to hear about how i'm feel and that you really do care. but it doesn't really seem to be that way around here and i guess i just really want that too. i guess i just want to run away to somewhere were i'll get the love and hugs that i never really got as a child. and i know a couple of people that woudl do that and i want so badly to go and live with them and to feel how it feels to be held in someones arms that love me and want to take care of me. to feel a hug with all the love put into it. idk, i'm tired of not getting this and i needed it and i don't really want it from my family because they havent done it in the past and so i don't count on them doing it now. .....idk :(:(
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Hey!!!!! I wish i could give you a real big warm hug now i know exactly how u feel!!!! It\'s differant with ppl around u they justdon\'t know how ur feeling and so caught up in their own life tht they 4get that well all need to feel loved and we all need hugs and to feel comforted by one another with out this we really are only 1/2 exisiting and i know how it feel Kayrl!!!!! but there will come a time wea u will all for reason become close again and you will feel that love from the ppl around u!!!!!!!!
aww Kayla,
im so sorry i wish the people around you would be more understanding and give you the affection you need and deserve, i wish i could say my familys the huggy type but its not, ive learned to accept that it wont,
i think in my case, my familys got too many hurts to let their guard down, as for yours,
they should be hugging you, your so young and full of life, your parents need to be hugging you and telling you they love you many times a day,after what youve been thru you need that reassurance more than anything.
if i lived closer id let you stay with me and treat you just like a little sister, but know that im always here for you,even if it is just over the computer, your never alone
many millions of hugs my friend
ill pray that your family be more affectionate
I know how it feels to want to run away. I have felt like that a lot lately. That used to be my MO. I did it the first time when I was 15 and got nothing but trouble. I thought things were bad at home but they were worse in the world. Just remember the grass is not always greener on the other side.
I know what it\'s like to need to have the physical contact of a hug once in awhile. Sometimes you need that so you know someone does really care. I can\'t tell you how long it has been for me. I just know sometimes I get so lonely I feel like I am going to disappear.
I wish we could hug each other but the hugs I send you on the computer will have to be enough. Soon you will find someone who will want to hug you all the time. Never give up hope. You are very young yet. You have your whole life ahead of you. You have people online who care about you. I hope that can get you through for now.
I love you and will be praying for you.