man i have so many emiotions going through me right now. i want to cry i am soo sad i just want to go and lay down and cry myself to sleep i want to die. i want to go to the inpatient i want help i want to go now i hate this i hate me. why am i like this. ah i hate that i just want to cut!
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awwww hun, I am sorry that you are feeling so bad. Is there any chance that you could go in and get some help? I know of a few places in Iowa but am not for sure what is all in your area. If you want to know more or want some of the better choices, just message me and I would be glad to give you all the info I can. Please hang in there!
I hate it that you are feeling so bad. Please don\'t hurt yourself. Can you talk to your mom or anything? Have you been in counseling at all? It really helps even if it doesn\'t seem like it would. Try to think of some good memories, like a sunny summer day or your favorite christmas morning. Maybe it\'ll help get you through the night...
Oh honey bunny, what\'s wrong? Why r your parents taking so long to get you in there? I think it\'s your mom. U need to call there and ask what your status is, and when they think u can get in. I dont think your mom wants to believe any of this stuff. She wants to stay in denial, and last u told me you left it in her hands. Talk to dad, and call yourself. I hope u feel better. Dont cut. It\'s OK to cry! U always feel better afterwards. Just let it out, and dont cut!!! I love you!
It\'s Sunday now and I hope that your feeling better today. Be sure to call the in-patient care clinic tomorrow. Try your hardest to do it yourself to get the ball rolling with the clinic and with your determination. Time passes swiftly, so the sooner you get in there and work on things, the sooner you\'ll become stronger and more balanced. You can do it. Make it like a competition within yourself toward wellness. If it\'s difficult, think of it as similiar to a game. There\'s a lot of work and thought to stratigize the goal of making that basket. Do the same for your mental health and slam dunk toward that goal. That sounds like a weird analygy, but its all the same. Determination to reach an end result. You do well at basketball, you can do this too.
im sorry u were having a bad time.