well mason's coming home today! don't know what to do. but i'm glad that i have a 4 day basketball camp coming up so i'll be there for 4 day's and it will be nice. but before then idk what i'm going to do. i leave on sunday, so i have 3 day's before then, i could just suck it up and just try and not be here as much as possible but that's to hard cuz i know were going to run into eachother. umm i have my bag packed for the camp and i also have it packed for thoe's 3 day's so that if i wanted and could leave today and live with someone i'd be ready too. i called my friend and told her that i had a question for her and am just waiting for her to call me back. so i got home from drill team this morning and well at frist my mom called and i was just about to pull into the drive way so i answered it kind of mean but whatever and she just like hung up on me lol. umm so i got in and i asked why she called and she asked if i was going to go with to pick up mason and i looked at her and just said no.... and i told her i had already told her i wouldn't be going with to pick him up and she freaked kind of and was like no you didn't so i had to remined her that yes i did and it was about a few day's ago and i was about to leave when my dad stoped me and just huged me and was like it's ok we wont make you go if you don't want to or whatever and i just told him that it shouldn't even be a question weather or not i was going to go and get him, and he just hug me again and i just left with a friend. i was soo pissed. my mom made this huge banner and put it out side on our yard and it say's welcome home 133rd and under it it say's all the people's name's on it, it has mason's on the top and then my cousin's right under it. i'm WAY excited that my cousin is coming home! but dreading mason coming home.
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Everything happens for a reason. As hard as this is, seeing your brother again may help in your healing process. He is human and made a horrible, horrible mistake. God is just and he will have to atone for what he did at some point of his existence so that he may progress toward good. It\'s not up to us to see that he does. The universe will take care of that. It\'s up to each of us to be responsible for ourselves. Your responsibility only lies in your own good progression. In order to move on, forgiveness (on some level) needs to happen so that you can release him from holding you as victimized within your mind, heart and soul. This reunion may open the door for healing. I\'m not saying that it will be easy, but it just may help you heal the pain and to realize the trememdous strength that you possess.