saltwatercowgirl
Status: BE A PINEAPPLE - Stand Tall, wear a crown and BE sweet on the inside!
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Hello SOTH - I had a busy week-end sorting through many of my daughter's things. For the most part I felt close to her and with everything I have found it helps me to understand her a little more....
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Good Morning SOTH - I saw my therapist last nite and I was saying some of the same things that I had written in my previous journal - betrayal, ridding of my daughter's things, what kind of a mom am...
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I just feel the need to journal tonite. I began sorting through some boxes which I had already gone through and there are things I am now able to donate, give away, etc. I feel like I am so betraying...
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Hi SOTH - Just a short journal this morning - Would you all please keep me in your prayers and hearts this week? As I have told you in prior journals, I am moving my daughters things from one storage...
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I have had two consecutive bad days - I feel like I'm crazy....I'm up and then the past two days I'm a fake - acting like I'm ok but in my heart I'm not okay...I just feel like I have lost...
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Woke up this morning wondering "will my life always be defined as the mother who lost her daughter?" It seems like at work, that's what people say when conversation comes up. I was at a meeting at...
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Hello SOTH - Following up on the Renaissance Fair at work - I have uploaded a picture of the girls at work. I am on the right on the end with the burgundy bakers hat. I have a picture of just me...
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Hello SOTH - I can't believe I'm writing another journal - You all have become so special to me and I can't wait to tell you what I found!!!I work at a middle school and tomorrow is the Renaissance...
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Hello SOTH - Time just seems to be flying by...it's already Sunday nite and the beginning of another week..sigh. I don't always reach out to others about problems/issues I have - I am usually the...
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Hello SOTH - It is a beautiful morning - sun is out, a slight breeze and I can hear the birds celebrating the morning as well. This was a long week - after being so emotional on Mother's Day, I felt...
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Hello SOTH - I made it past my first Mother's Day without my daughter - I didn't think I could do it. Emotions are powerful and sometimes I let them control my thoughts...yikes!! I had my counseling...
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I woke up this morning feeling like I can't breathe....I know it's a mind set that affects ones mood, ones day, BUT I feel like I am in a hole trying to climb out and my feet keep slipping....my...
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Hello SOTH--On the eve of Mother's Day I find myself filled with memories of my mom and my daughter.I am so grateful that I have so many memories with my mom and my daughter. Tonite those...
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Hello SOTH - Sigh.....Wednesdays...so many memories on Wednesdays...I would take my daughter to Chemo on Wednesdays..it was the one day I could spend all day with her enjoying every moment even...
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Hello SOTH - It's Monday, beginning another week and for today at this moment, I'm ok. Yesterday I saw the movie "Heaven is For Real". This is a true story of a 4 year old who went to heaven and...
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