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Status: Beginning to feel like I'm living again.
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- Tomorrow would have been my & Brad's 6th anniversary. This will be the second one since his passing. I don't remember exactly what I did last year, I know I took a rose to the cemetery and that emotionally I was ok. I had expected to be a mess, but...
- As I've begun to feel better and like I can move forward with my life the idea of dating has been a thought topic. And one question has begun to come up in my mind. When do share your story with someone? Do you start right from the beginning with...
- It has become apparent to me over the past couple of weeks that this time of year will forever be my least favorite time of year. Not only is it the holidays but the 1st anniversary of Brad's death on January 3rd. Thank goodness we only had our tree...
- Thank you all for your prayers and comments from my post early this month. I was able to let go of half a uhaul size truck load and it really does make you feel better. I was actually looking at the pictures I took before hand and could instantly...
- I know it's a ridiculous reason to ask for prayers, but I know that anyone here will understand why. I haven't been on very much the last couple months for a couple of reasons. One we've been pretty busy since my son started playing football, two...
- I have found that I "like" it when people ask what happened. I didn't really realize it at first and when I did I was kind of confused. But then I realized that I "like" sharing our story because it maybe there is at least one person out there that...
- Earlier this week I was in my kitchen/dinning room working on the new island I just put in. It was a beautiful evening and I had the windows up. I was searching through the house looking for a screwdriver (my 7 year old has discovered tools this...
- Hi everyone! I hope everyone is doing the best they can and getting through each day. I haven't made it on in a little while. My son has started 2nd grade and football, which takes up 3 nights a week plus games on Saturdays. He's really enjoying it...
- After a few weeks of feeling ok, about a week ago I started feeling pretty crappy again. I know they say it comes in waves and I know this is part of it, but this time seems to be different. I am tired all the time, I mean ALL the time! I am...
- Music was a big part of my and Brad's relationship. We both loved music and listened almost everything, But country was our favorite. Luke Bryan, Jason Aldean, and Brantley Gilbert were his favorites, and mine too. I have always related songs to...
- A couple weeks after Brad passed we took all of his clothes out of the closet and dresser, mainly because our bedroom closet is the size of a coat closet and my clothes had been in another room. It was hard, but I sucked it up and did it anyways....
- Throughout my day there are constant reminders of Brad. Everything reminds me of him. Over and over again when I remember these things I get this rush of excitement, I feel the same way I did in that moment even if was years ago. And then in an...
- I have found that I am really dreading being in a situation where I have to explain my situation. For one it's not fun to explain to someone that the love of your life has passed away. But for me it brings another complication, there is no word or...
- Several months ago I decided that I needed some changes and that we would move closer to my office when our lease was up at the end of the summer. That meant moving out of the school district that we love and away from the area that we love so much....
- Today we went to lunch with my grandparents. During our lunch we had had some conversations about things related to Brad and his death. At one point my grandmother says "No offence, but you should change your cover photo on facebook because some...