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So...pretty much accepted I am pretty codependant with my boyfriend and I think it's mutual. I am about to start working this week, pretty much the last week was the last time I could have any...

Wow! It has been years since I have been on this site. I wish the reasons were because I was recovered. I think I had been' then the past few years I slipped back and now I feel like its just never...

Well I havn't written on here for a while, and the last time I wrot, I think I wanted to off myself because of my family. But since my last post, things have been going very awesomly!  When I got...

  Most of what I write in my journal is negative, usually because for me, writing out my vents and anger helps me cope. I decided to write something good that has happened to me for a change. I...

I havn't been here journaling for a while,  was caught up in school and family and things, but I feel like I need to vent, or I might do something really dumb.So iver the holidays, I went to visit...

Well I havn't written on here for a while, and the last time I wrot, I think I wanted to off myself because of my family. But since my last post, things have been going very awesomly!  When I got...

  Most of what I write in my journal is negative, usually because for me, writing out my vents and anger helps me cope. I decided to write something good that has happened to me for a change. I...

I havn't been here journaling for a while,  was caught up in school and family and things, but I feel like I need to vent, or I might do something really dumb.So iver the holidays, I went to visit...

Well I still havn't quit...its been every freaking day, just like all my other journal entries.  It makes me think...that it's never going to end. But I know I can't give up hope because I want to...

Well I have always checked on here for some tips and tricks, but I havn't written in this journal for sooo long. I guess it's because it has been more than half a year since I discovered this site...

  OMG! I have not been on here for so long! Part of the reason was that I was out of control with my binging and purging...still going on every freaking day, the amounts of food getting bigger and...

     Well I am still BPing, but still hopeful. Yesterday was really bad, but I had my first OP meeting yesterday and it went well, so I am hoping that I will get the support I need to stop the...

Well, I am still bping...whats new? I feel very positive though because the pills seem to be working. I think I am still avoiding some of my fears about myself, that I will never be good enough,...

     I am so sorry for not posting anything about how I am doing. I am so grateful to all of my friends on here who have given me hugs and comfort. Thank you so much! A little update. Well...

It has been a while since I posted on here. I have not posted because my life is still a mess, my ED still has a hold on me. I have dug a deep hole and I can't climb out. Still working on getting...