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OK so today was awesome, compared to yesterday..Well I was having a pretty good week, going to the gym and then work, but then yesterday, as I was driving to the gym, I seriously parked my car in the...

So Today is Mother's day. It sincerely sucks. My mom is unavailible and I lost a child. Am I considered a mother still? I don't know...but I feel like I should be the one to celebrate it with my...

OK So today was a good day...I still have tonite, but I have no urge to BP. This morning I got up at 6, went to group, and then went grocery shopping. I also went to Target, and Since today is my day...

 I bped last night!!! It wasa huge one too and I was so depressed I wantedto keep eating until my stomach exploded. I really wanted to die last night, and die of food poisoning because I ate so...

OK well today is Friday and the day is almost over...OMG I was so busy today that I almost fainted. It is kind of wierd because I ate normal meals and snacks and I still felt like passing out. What...

     OK well last week I took 6 days off to get better, to recover. I went to a lot of OAs, I think I had 2 episdoses, one wasa mini binge and I was able to stop myself, the other was a huge one,...

So today when I woke up, I was so exhausted that I did not want to go anywhere but I knew that I had an OA that I promised myself that I would go to. I went to it and it was just so great. It wasn't...

So today has been really laid back and chill. I don't have to work until tuesday, so that is a big relief. yesterday I got my car cleaned and vacummed on the inside and today I took on cleaning my...

OK, so today started out badly, but then I saw my nutritionist, my food for the week in tow. She flipped out and said that I need inpatient care. Of course with no health insurance, there is no...

   Well, today started out as any other Wed. I woke up at 5 with huge anxiety and got ready for work and the gym. Driving to the gym I was like "I don't want to be  here, I am exhausted. OMG I...

Well today was good, I had a pretty laid back time at work and I went to an awesome OA meeting...much better than the 100 pounders nightmare that I went to yesterday. The thing is, even though I...

Was exhausted. WOrk from 9-4, gym in the morning and gym after work. I weint to an OA meeting right after the gym and it turned out to be a 100 pounder. Which means everyone in the meeting wanted to...

         Today was so great. I called a person to find out about support groups and I am going to go to an OA tomorrow! I am so happy about that!!! Woo-hoo. I feel like I am finally breaking...

So Today I sawa the nutritionist and she was really nice, but her first order of business was for me to promise her not to BP. I did and even then ED was laughing at the promise. knowing just well...