Hmmm

Well, I am still bping...whats new? I feel very positive though because the pills seem to be working. I think I am still avoiding some of my fears about myself, that I will never be good enough, accomplish my goals. So instead of trying, I binge all day. I have been working out more which is helping, but I still binge right after the workout. I think I need to face whatever is inside of me that is causing me to binge and face my goals and take them head on. I don't know, I am just rambling I guess. I am so afraid of many things and I am so dissociated right now that I can hardly function. My biggest fear is of people. That I will disappoint new friends, so I stay in solitude. I think my next entry will be my fears and my goals. It is time to face them.