It\'s Been a long time
I am so sorry for not posting anything about how I am doing. I am so grateful to all of my friends on here who have given me hugs and comfort. Thank you so much! A little update. Well lately I have been feeling better and more happier. I am still BPing, but not as much...my last episode was yesterday, but I know I will not do it today and I didn't the day before yesterday, so I am slowly on my way to recovery. The reason for me not posting on here for a while was that it was too triggering, just reading entries and seeing people on here still starving themselves. It made me feel like I had to as well and I just could not take it. Some more positive things is that a couple of weeks ago I got insurance (FINALLY). Since then I have had a physical and I had an appt with a psychitrist. I am now taking celexa. I have been on it before and it didn't really work, but maybe it will be different...I dunno. Also tomorrow I have an appt to go into an ED program. SDo things are starting to look up for me. My physical stated that I am anemic (big suprise) and that I am very borderline for havingg type 2 diabetes. Also I have the liver of an alcoholic, so I need to go in for some more tests so they can see how my liver can be fixed. I know it isd from all of the sugary binges I have had, my pancreas just can't deal with it anymore. Other than that, I am in a meditation class and I am hoping to use it more frequently. I am also exercising again, but not in a crazy way like I used to. Like yesterday, I walked for 30 mins and I was ok with it. Things are really starting to look up. My husband and I are starting to get along better. He has really been there for me through all of this and it is because of him that I am able to get the help I need. I really love him. Well thats it, until next time.
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