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So today was an ok day...I woke up at 5, went to the gym, went to work and came home. The same as any other day. I feel so bloated and sick though from all the purging this weekend. Also I feel bad...

So yesterday was just awful. I swear, I cannot be in the same room as my husband without fighting with him. IT all started with lunch. We were goung to go out to eat and he wanted to play his game. I...

OK this is my first journal entry and it feels wierd to write . I guess I don't know what to say, but here goes...the things in my head.. First off stopped my period. That has never happened to me...

Well I havn't written on here for a while, and the last time I wrot, I think I wanted to off myself because of my family. But since my last post, things have been going very awesomly!  When I got...

  Most of what I write in my journal is negative, usually because for me, writing out my vents and anger helps me cope. I decided to write something good that has happened to me for a change. I...

I havn't been here journaling for a while,  was caught up in school and family and things, but I feel like I need to vent, or I might do something really dumb.So iver the holidays, I went to visit...

Well I still havn't quit...its been every freaking day, just like all my other journal entries.  It makes me think...that it's never going to end. But I know I can't give up hope because I want to...

Well I have always checked on here for some tips and tricks, but I havn't written in this journal for sooo long. I guess it's because it has been more than half a year since I discovered this site...

  OMG! I have not been on here for so long! Part of the reason was that I was out of control with my binging and purging...still going on every freaking day, the amounts of food getting bigger and...

     Well I am still BPing, but still hopeful. Yesterday was really bad, but I had my first OP meeting yesterday and it went well, so I am hoping that I will get the support I need to stop the...

Well, I am still bping...whats new? I feel very positive though because the pills seem to be working. I think I am still avoiding some of my fears about myself, that I will never be good enough,...

     I am so sorry for not posting anything about how I am doing. I am so grateful to all of my friends on here who have given me hugs and comfort. Thank you so much! A little update. Well...

It has been a while since I posted on here. I have not posted because my life is still a mess, my ED still has a hold on me. I have dug a deep hole and I can't climb out. Still working on getting...