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        So today wasa good day. I worked out for 90 min and I ran errands, cleaned, got everything done that I needed to do. I had class but I find out that the class is getting canceled due to...

        So today wasa good day. I worked out for 90 min and I ran errands, cleaned, got everything done that I needed to do. I had class but I find out that the class is getting canceled due to...

    This week...what can I say? Nothing but BPing every freaking day!! Then after the purging, I use laxitives, and they next day starts over with more food, more purging. It has been almost...

OK I need to get this off my chest, and hopefully I will read it tomorrow. I woke up this morning about to go to the zoo with my husband and his family. Well I was getting ready and I just felt so...

    I don't know what to do anymore. It seems the only thing I do now is BP and when I have a good day from BPing, I am depressed and I don't have energy and I just feel awful. I know that I am...

      Ok, so I BPed again today!!! WTF!!! And still gross foods, because I am trying not to let my sugar addiction get the best of me. I ate half a bag of barenaked gronola (tasted like paint...

      OK, Everytime I binge, I am going to write them down. That way when I see it on paper, hopefully that will help me to stop next time. First binge after a breakfast of eggbeaters and...

        Well, I havn't written in a few days...my life has been kind of blah. I am not working, so it is so stressful just sitting at home with nothing to do. I feel so lazy and I want a job so...

           Ok, so I havn't posted anything in a while. I have had a lot of bad days, followed by good days. Did you know that Ipecac is like playing russian roulette? Each time I use it, I...

   So I havn't wrote a journal entry for a while. During that itme, I have been bping and using Ipecac, and freaking killing myself. Yesterday, I was sick for 6 hours from the stuff. I mean sick. I...

          Why is it that when I have a bad day, i have a good day after? Or like the most is three good days, followed by a bad day? Well Yesterday I BP with Ipecac. I woke up at 4:30 am...

     Well the past few days have been interesting. This weekend...hmm I hung out w ith a friend and went to group. I promised my friend I would hang out with her on Sunday at 2. Well it is noon...

Was OK. I went to group this morning but I was so exhausted that I don't remember it. I was also starving all day long, well, until now, now I feel bloated and constipated and really full. But during...