I am back

Well I have always checked on here for some tips and tricks, but I havn't written in this journal for sooo long. I guess it's because it has been more than half a year since I discovered this site and I havn't changed a bit. I am still bping. Well...I am not restricting anymore, but the bp part is pretty horrible.  So what's next for me? I m going to try again. I mean, it's either try again or die. That sounds bleak, but really...I am so freaking unhappy and it FUCKING is a horrible, miserable life spent over the porcelon goddess. So my new goal starting today is no bping for the rest of this week...for 5 days. It's a small goal but I need to take those baby steps.  Wish me luck!Dominique