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Hi guys,Tomorrow is Justin's birthday and of course I have been thinking about it a lot.  He would have been 34.  Jeremy and I are going out to one of his favorite places tomorrow and we are going...

Hi guys,I know it's been many months since I've written an update.  However I do think of you guys often and I feel your support on this journey of ups and down.  Maybe you remember the ordeal back...

So I had my surgery on 9/2, the lumpectomy and all is well and labs are good.  So grateful!  Larry and Summer finished getting their things out of my house on Sunday.  I'm starting to feel calmer...

Right after I finished my previous journal writing and I'm sitting on my deck.  It's was already dark and I had worked late. I see these flashing lights from the street.  I didn't think too much...

Hello SOTH,i have an update on my surgery. I'm having a lumpectomy on 9/2.  It's not breast cancer but they found atypical cells in a biopsy.  This is not a big surgery and I'll only be out of work...

Hello SOTH,I don't think that I've shared that I had a call back on my mamogram a few weeks ago and a needle biopsy on Tuesday.  On Friday I heard from the doctor that I have Atypical cells present...

Hey guys,Nothing much going on but I could feel the emptiness today because I wasn't so busy. It felt kind of lonely and I guess I felt alone with my thoughts and my grieving. I was listening to an...

HI guys,i just wanted to share with you that Justin's birthday is tomorrow.  A few years ago Jeremy, Justin and I started a tradition of camping in October around Halloween and in March around...

Hey guys!  I know this is a challenging time for everyone and I have been holding everyone in my thoughts and prayers. My daughter, Summer is almost 12 weeks sober so things are going well And I'm...

Hello everyone!This is an update about my daughter, Summer.  Summer and Justin lived together at the time of his death.  She found him in his truck outside their apartment.  They had been using...

Hey guys,It's been a while since my last journal writing. I have been so busy since mid August. I was laying here on my couch watching TV tonight and it occurred to me that Justin is not coming...

Hey guys,I did finish my 4 day continuing Ed course on Sunday. It was truly an amazing time and I'm so glad I went. I do believe it was perfectly orchestrated and it gave me an opportunity for...

Hey Guys,I'm feeling sad and lonely today. A deep ache in my heart. I am riding my stationary bike and crying at the same time. It's kind of a release . I have a long 4 day continuing Ed here in...

Hey guys,I feel like I have a bunch of new friends.  Thank you for making me feel so welcome!A little about me.  Justin's Dad and I divorced in 1999.  Justin has an older brother, Jeremy and a...