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Age: 70

Originally from NC. I am a massage therapist for 18 years and have lived in Birmingham for 20 years. I am divorced. My son Justin died from a self inflicted gunshot wound on June 26, 2015. My world turned upside down on that day. He had suffered from depression for years but had become addicted to opiates in the last 2 years. He lived with his sister, Summer and cat, Kathleen, at the time of his death. Summer found him in his truck. I have another son, Jeremy who is the oldest. Summer has moved in with Jeremy for the time being. I think we are all still in shock. None of kids are married and they all are really close. Everyone says that I\'m just beginning my journey but I\'m not sure where I\'m going. Everyday is different now and I feel this huge void in my life. At the same time I\'m truly amazed at the love, compassion and empathy coming my way. My blessings are many these days. I even look at the sky differently. Everything truly looks beautiful but I think I\'m trying to catch a glimpse of my boy up there somewhere. I miss him so much.

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