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- I don't write much anymore but I still think of us all and pray. It has been almost three years for me, trying to deal with this horrible thing called estrangement. I don't have to cry every day now but not an hour goes by that I don't think about...
- I just get so tired of people telling me they see pictures of my es and dil on social media. They tell me they went here or there and they look so happy. I can't see a thing since I'm blocked on everything. Acquaintances can see pictures of my es...
- This is such a hard season to go through with estrangement. I have been dreaming about good times with es. Then I wake up and it is a dream. I keep telling myself what Christmas really means. It's not about me but Christ. But all the lovely...
- My stepson was coming over and bringing my husband's grandchild who we had not seen in quite a while. We were excited and I baked some cookies in anticipation. Then after waiting three hours, he called and said they were not coming. What a...
- It's his birthday. Sent an email. No response. Praying daily for all of us.
- Feeling sad about seeing people's family gatherings today. ES won't even acknowledge my email. Thinking of us all.
- After seeing es graduate from college (we were not invited but went anyway) he will now not answer my email. I guess this is my punishment for me and his father going to his graduation. I saw his wife say something in his ear before me walked off...
- ES graduated from the Christian university yesterday. We saw him briefly. DIL wouldn't let us get very close but I did speak to him briefly. He told me he would probably never see me again. He is going into the military. I am thankful I got to...
- There was a big dinner at es' college this weekend and we didn't get invited, again. In la couple of months he will graduate and go into the military and my chances for seeing him will be over. He doesn't want to talk to me but the last time I got...
- I am so distraught. I just want to run away. I keep on praying but the devil just spins it more and more out of control. My es has told me off again. He thinks I'm on his dad's (dh) side. I asked him what has happened. Did his wife find out we...
- After receiving a lot of positive email correspondence from es before Christmas, now nothing for weeks. I tried not to get my hopes up. I guess his wife is home from her business trip.
- After 18 months of praying I have had some positive contact from my son. No promises made but there has been some progress made. Still praying and praying for all of you too.
- Another year of holidays coming up without my son. I just wish I could hide until January 2. I know I should be thankful and I am thankful for all I have but it is such a sad time.
- An acquaintance told me today that our son and dil came to town a few days ago and visited. I just don't get it that es can come here, stay with church people and don't even call or see his parents. What a stab in my heart. I was so upset I could...
- An acquaintance told me today that our son and dil came to town a few days ago and visited. I just don't get it that es can come here, stay with church people and don't even call or see his parents. What a stab in my heart. I was so upset I could...