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Well, this is really scary and I am praying I get this all under control again.  When I was driving back to Baltimore to pick up Buddy, and anticipating a very frightened, growling, snarling mess of...

The situation with Buddy has just triggered me big time!  I am almost afraid of him now that I have seen his fear and snappiness.  And the last thing you should show to a fearful dog is fear!  I...

OK guys.  Need your prayers.  Buddy is doing a little better now that he is home.  We are trying to get him on a transport, paid, professional, one way, in a crate, no stops.  I will go to the...

The stress has been really bad.  Buddy was supposed to go to his forever home today.  What a nightmare!  I had a really bad panic attack, worst one in a long time.  Had to take a Xanax.  I am so...

The last few weeks I haven't felt right at all.  (Really maybe a month now but these last two weeks have been a little scary.)  I have been experiencing horrible depression lately.  I am sure it...

Well, I was on my way out the door to go to court this AM.  Cell phone rang.  Something told me to answer it in spite of the fact that I was on my way out the door.  Glad I did.  Attorney calling...

Well, my ankle is feeling a little better. I had completely stopped doing any exercise at all and food was horrible. I got up to 165 lbs and I am totally shocked it wasn't worse.  I finally did some...

Due to Hurricane Sandy, my flight home for today was cancelled.  I am scheduled to come home tomorrow night.  Thank goodness, Paul and David and the puppies are ok.  No damage to my house and they...

Well, I made it to my Dad's in Florida yesterday.  What a day!  Supposed to be a 2 hr to 2 1/2 hr flight out of Philly International.  Had a 2 1/2 hr layover in Raleigh Durham.  The flight from...

Well, not a bad weekend with David.  Really.  shocker!  Corey, his 300 lbs fireman, body builder, body guard mentor read him the riot act Friday night!  Hopefully some things sunk in.  Not...

Binged the last few days.  Back up to 164.3 lbs.  Could be worse.  Time to refocus and I am ok with it.  A little depressed the last few days.  (Stress from David, Stress from Buddy and 3 dogs,...

Down to 165.6 lbs.  Loss of 7.8 lbs in almost a month.  It's ok.  I am ok with that.  Been stuck at that weight for 3 days now, but TOM FINALLY started today as it has probably been about 60 days...

Waiting for the rescue to arrange transport for the little Setter girl.  Any ideas on a name?  I was thinking "Asha" which is Hindi for "hope" she has hope for a second chance and a new life!

For those of you who read yesterday's journal, I signed up for foster with Above & Beyond English Setter Rescue.  Just an FYI, Casey, the picture from yesterday, is NOT one that I was fostering.  I...

This morning, Kona was having a hard time peeing.  Squatting and nothing coming out.  Paul got urine sample and had blood in it. Thank goodness, Paul went to Vet and got antibiotics.  Hoping she...