lmj90
Status: Life has a way of pushing me along, Even when I don't want to go.
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- I have been reading and posting for a few years now. I'm sorry for all who have come here before and after me and those who are new to this journey. Its an uphill climb. Thank you to all the friends I've made and all who have helped me. I...
- I am stuggling so much today. Today is our 27th wedding anniversary. 29 years together. I hate that I won't be able to do something nice for him or tease him because he always thought it was the 26th.... I miss him so much. I try to live...
- I am wondering about some things and I need your help friends. I have a chance to go to Colorado with a friend. Its an old co-worker. I have never been anywhere really. My husband drove truck and I went with him a few times but he was more of...
- I've moved two times, forced to change jobs due to unresolvable conflicts with a new co worker, just can't find an even keel. It's been 3.5 years since I lost my husband. I'm still as hurt and sad as I was the day I lost him. My kids are...
- Hello DS family. I have had a hard time logging back into this site since everything has changed. Must be operator error!! I'm finally here. I just can't seem to find any happy since my husband has been gone. I've moved to a different...
- Most of the time I read and respond rather than post for myself. I try so hard to be upbeat and "ok". Its a minute by minute struggle. I miss my husband so much. We are nearing out 25th wedding anniversary. There are so many things that have...
- I thought I could be strong but I am struggling today. Today is my husband's birthday. The second one I have faced with out him so this time I thought I could handle it. UGH!!! I was wrong. Im an emotional mess. Trying to focus on work and the...
- Hello Everyone. I hope Im not butting in. I am at the 17 month mark in my grief journey and I needed to see that life does go forward. I'm not there yet I don't think. I have had many mixed feelings about finding someone. Not sure if I want to,...
- Has anyone gotten a memorial tattoo? I know I want one but not sure what to choose. I do have other tattoos so this won't be my first. Any suggestions? Advice on what to get or thoughts on what you got or wished you would have done different?? ...
- Ok friends I need some advice on a few things. Some of this might be a mixture of venting and a need for advice so bear with me.I have lost a lot of friends through this grief journey, Some one said address book change to me early on in my grief...
- Does anyone else have consistent meltdowns?? Not just because of the holidays but just because?? That's all I seem to have. Tears, pain and heartache. I reluctantly went to a counselor not sure I will keep that up..... How can some one help...
- I know that the holidays are hard for all of us. I so dread the days a head. I do know one thing though...... I am thankful for all of you. For some of us (me very much included) our lives are filled with sadness and some days are lonelier than...
- Hello everyone,I am concerned about the upcoming holidays. This will be my second set of major holidays. My husband passed in Oct of 2014 so I dealt with thanksgiving and Christmas almost immediately after he passed. It seems as though after the...
- I do more reading than posting my own discussions. Sometimes I can't find the words. Im in the dark. Been there for a while now. Can't get out. It feels like I'm in a closet that has no way out and no light. I can barely see my husband's face...
- The calendar said one year, my heart and mind say yesterday. I can't even begin to tell you where that year went. The struggles are still here and the pain is still felt. I cry most days although there are days when I can discuss it with out...