smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Well I'm back to feeling better about myself again - it has been a rocky road with gambling, but I'm doing well. I'm finding other hobbies and activities to occupy my time on the weekends and it has...
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I'm feeling optimistic again that I can beat this! It's been one week and a day and boy, the difference I feel already is positive. Several fun opportunities have come up for me this week and the...
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Feel stronger now . . .can commit again to take things one day at a time - I know that works. Hope everyone is well,Smokeygirl
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I'm starting over again today, actually my 2nd day - and I feel good. I'm ready to get back on the wagon again and keep trying day by day. Hope everyone is doing well,Smokeygirl
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I had been doing so well staying GF for a long time, but recently I had a relapse which led into two other times . . . though they weren't horrible monetarily and certainly not anywhere near what...
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Things are pretty good - very busy at work and home as well. However, if my husband was a girl I would call him a Negative Nelly right now. Struggling to keep him positive and I don't think I am...
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Hi to everyone,I haven't been journaling very much but need to! It's been almost 7 weeks since my husband's surgery and though he is doing pretty well, he's still not where he wants to be! So...
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I can't believe I haven't posted in my journal since January 4!!! Pretty bad, but I will start again. My husband is recovering well now from his surgery.. the recovery period had a lot of ups and...
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It's interesting - you wouldn't think I would still have urges to go to the casino - or illusions that I can control myself... I was talking to my brother and he used to have a problem with alcohol...
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I guess it's the new year that has inspired me to work on leaving the past behind - and that includes some of my bad habits. With my husband being laid up, it has been an opportunity for me to...
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Just wanted to thank you guys for making life so much better for me in the last year. Hugs to all of my friends on DS!! It's been a Godsend! All the best in 2009! Smokeygirl
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Well, here it is Saturday already; a while back when I was in a pampering mood, I signed up for the VIP massage program at a local spa where you get one massage a month for a very good price......
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Merry Christmas to everyone! I just got a Christmas message from someone and thought that I too would spread some good cheer. I'm feeling a little down right now, though I think it is due to my...
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Things are better today - we're both a little calmer. First visit to physical therapy went well, though painful. Three more times this week! Hope everyone is doing well - Smokeygirl
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Well, my husband is home now and wow - I had no idea the extent of care he would need. We had a stressful day yesterday and I (not the one who had the surgery):] am super stressed out! All...
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