smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Today was Day 7 - feeling mentally a little sharper and more organized at work.... each day staying away gets a little easier...Since it's 12:36 our time out here, it's already Day 8. :]Time for...
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Off to work I go - in a way that is good since it's easier to stay away when I am busy all day long. I am moving along - one day at a time.Have a great Monday everyone!sg
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Hi everyone,Made it through most of the weekend; I stayed really busy and that does help - ya just don't let that little trip creeep into the schedule. :] I am feeling some resentment and I'm not...
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Staying GF today.. went shopping and got some great buys - I say "buys", but actually I had two gift cards at Macy's and everything I went in for was on sale... additional%%'s off, etc.,Of course I'm...
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Today I've not had any thoughts of gambling... in fact, I'm pretty disgusted with it right now. So - -that is good, although I've been this road before... the disgust lasts for a while; this time I...
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I have come into Day 2 with a new mindset; I'm setting some goals for weight loss... though I don't have a lot to lose, I can stand to lose 7-10 pounds and would feel a lot better about myself, and...
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Well today is Day 2 - I'm back to work and at least my day is so occupied there is no time to think about gambling. The last thing I want to do is walk through the doors of a casino anyway......
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Well, here I go again - this is the first day of the rest of my life. :} I will not gamble today.Hope all is well with everyone - - - fight, fight, fight this crummy addiction..sg
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Today was a great day -productive; tried to put the recent past out of my mind.Just for this day - - -I did not gamble & I go to sleep with a clear mind and conscienceI know I can only take this one...
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No breaking news here - just continuing to stay away!!!!!!!! I had corresponded with a friend yesterday who is still continuing to gamble... I mentioned her before, but she believe it or not, said...
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I also decided to not be counting days - - -just one day at a time; I can handle that! I found some information on-line through some u-tube videos about compulsive gambling; the segment that was...
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I made a decision today to go to a GA meeting - I did this a while back and stayed away for 30 days but broke it; was embarrassed to go back in, though I know they would have understood... I was...
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I made a decision today to go to a GA meeting - I did this a while back and stayed away for 30 days but broke it; was embarrassed to go back in, though I know they would have understood... I was...
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General update on me today - being productive and not having urges to go to the big C!I put the fever up there because of a good friend who used to call his golf score, if he got a "five" - put me...
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Four days almost down! Only 140 or so more to catch up to my last record. :] Had a real good day today, though very busy; I do love my work, but lately it's the gift that keeps on giving! A...
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