smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Another day in the books - GF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Rough week - not related to gambling . I broke my left wrist Tues night and in a cast so have been doing all with right hand only... taking one day at a time ... learning to be creative in doing...
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I am happy to be staying away, though always a little pull in the back of my mind. Like many others, I still think about the adrenalin rush of winning, always loved playing the games, but of course...
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I know that posting here the way I do is pretty boring - in fact I'm pretty much going it alone for the most part but at least it has worked for me this time - trying something different has been...
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4 MONTH MARK TODAY!
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Tacking on another day. Get to rehearse tonight for the dance show, so that should be fun. Work is a nightmare, but I'm holding on - - in the past, the stress would have been a perfect...
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No new revelations but- - a great day - - -GF. Looking forward to a busy week. Enjoying my dance classes and will actually be in a performance soon, so lots of rehearsals.. it's been a very...
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Checking in and staying OUT of the casinos! Having a great day so far - lots of reflection on my life since it has changed in so many ways... in the meantime just enjoying the things I have to do...
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No breaking news - missed a day of journaling, so jumped up two days to 116. It's the weekend and of course I always still think about going to the casino, but the further along I go, the more I...
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Progressing along the journey . . . I know I will look back at these entries someday and say - didn't I have more to say than that? :] :]Have a good one,Smokeygirl
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My life/relationships are constantly changing now - or maybe I'm just noticing more, being more focused on my life - without the thoughts of gambling and all that goes with it cluttering up my...
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Just checking in. . . During the weekend, I did have some urges to gamble - I voiced it to my husband. I was trying to convince him (and myself) that I should take the Free Casino Cash ticket and...
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Yesterday, I had all kinds of computer problems - I wrote a very long journal entry that got lost . . . I tried again and wasn't able to save it, so here I am - one day later, not reconstructing my...
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As the weekend gets closer, the thoughts of gambling again emerge... it's hard to believe because I can go from not having ANY thoughts at all about it anymore to having the urge again to jump in my...
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It seems like my brain is working better these days - that sounds funny, but I guess what I mean is it is more organized, so at work I'm a lot more productive than I used to be. There used to be a...
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