smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Glad I have stayed free of gambling - it is truly changing my life, back to the "good" side.On to another day,Smokeygirl
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I was on line a few minutes ago and when I looked at my bank statement I realized that the casino withdrawals on one account did not show up on the first page . . . it sounds like a little thing, but...
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Raining out here this morning, but still a very good day - - - a lot better than when I was gambling. :] Things are pretty even lately, no significant urges or interest in running off... seems it...
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Another day - - - I'm sticking with it this time around! Many of the posts lately have really inspired me. Some have been so sad and desparate - they remind me once again of the potential...
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Hitting 50 on the number now - feeling good about it,odaat,Smokeygirl
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I'm feeling good today -happy that I have stayed away from the casino for another day. (odaat) Last night we were at some friends' home and I ended up talking about my slot machine addiction to...
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As I was getting started with my day today, I was cleaning up the kitchen and thinking at the same time about what a relief it is not to try to hide what I was about to do on Saturday... Gambling can...
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Getting ready for the weekend - - -making plans again to stay busy! odaat, progressing along, but not letting my guard down. :]Smokeygirl
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UghThe flyers came in again from the local casino I used to go to. I have to get off of the mailing list!! I was actually entertaining the thought of bringing in the coupon and getting my free...
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Thank you for your words of encouragement, messages, and hugs that I have received! Everyone on here is so kind and I appreciate it! Well, here I am now 45 days in... I was re-reading the saying...
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It's funny that I am keeping this up by the day - don't know if I'll do it forever, but it IS working! (lol) - -have a great day, everyone!Smokeygirl
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Monday just flew by - - - I found out my husband was attending a meeting tonight and wouldn't be home until later - - - I of course had a fleeting thought about the casino, which was such a habit in...
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Staying away - keeping busy. I just read the daily inspirational message that comes through my e-mails and forwarded it to a friend as well.. it was about God not being able to hand you anything...
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Two weeks more and I should be able to do it - clothes already feeling a little better. Will keep on plugging away, incorporating lots of exercise and good, healthy foods. Gave up desserts except...
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Had a stressful day yesterday .... by the end of the day in the old days, I would have my day planned out this morning to go to the casino. Not happening - definitely recognized as a trigger for...
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