Made a decision

I made a decision today to go to a GA meeting - I did this a while back and stayed away for 30 days but broke it; was  embarrassed to go back in, though I know they would have understood... I was just so disappointed in myself.  I'm really not in a good place right now with this, so I have to get help.  I know I've done a lot of days before, but this time I'm going to use the help of the professionals.. who have seen mine, yours, and our situations all the time. 
Wish me luck on Wednesday - once I get past the "walking in the door", I think I will be ok.  Just hope it isn't all men..
 
Best to all,
Smokey