smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Things are pretty good, but I am actually having some thoughts/urges to go to the casino... I don't feel that I will act on anything, but it still feels strange that those thoughts still enter my...
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Very reflective today - - -there are yet more changes I have to find a way to make in my life... trying to figure out how. I have faith that the answers will come and the right people and...
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Seems so much higher than 139! :] Just another one in the journal.. Have a review this afternoon with my boss - not really looking forward to it - she's tough, but hopefully it will be a good...
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Still staying away! A good work friend came in today saying she had gone to the casino and lost only 5.00.. not sure how that happened, since she & I used to go together and meet up at the ATM!...
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Great to see many new people reaching milestones like the first 30 days - definitely not an easy one! Hope all are doin well and having some gf holiday fun and food! We are having a barbecue in a...
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Yesterday my husband and I were going by some casinos on our way to a picnic and I started to talk about going - - saying - it has been 136 days!!!! Do I really have to stay away for the rest of my...
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Holiday weekend - thoughts, but that's as far as it goes... taking no action. I will continue to stay away from the insanityyyyy!!!!!!Take care everyone - push the monster away,Smokeygirl
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To another great gf day for everyone!Hugs,Smokeygirl
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Tuesday was 32-14; Wednesday 133-13! I think this site is three hours ahead of me!
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It was a pretty good day - Ortho report is that the bones in my wrist are in alignment and surgery not needed! 14 more days with the big cast and then 2 more weeks with a short one - not bad; I...
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The further along I am in the journey, the more I think it gets harder to turn back and find yourself at Day 1 again... but I keep caution in the back of my mind because with this addiction, I...
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Prior to stopping, my life was frenetic between keeping up with everything - work, home, juggling $$, worrying about being dishonest with my husband, etc total stress!! I always craved just peace,...
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Skipped a few days due to computer problems - have been getting thrown off this site and was getting concerned, but today seems ok. On to the weekend - things moving along but feels like slow...
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Okay so I got the cast on yesterday ... the official long cast - was hoping for a short one, but based on type of break, I had to have the full one. Now, this will stay on for three weeks and then...
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Things still going well - never dreamed I could get to this point, but glad. It's been a rough week with the wrist - high stress, but didn't use the excuse to gamble. Recognize it for what it...
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