Day 2 - - yay

Well today is Day 2 - I'm back to work and at least my day is so occupied there is no time to think about gambling.  The last thing I want to do is walk through the doors of a casino anyway... Saturday was the pits and I can't believe what happened to me... as I was going along merrily thinking I don't have a problem anymore.  Why do I continue to try to fool myself??  Why?? Why??  Because I love that crazy environment so much???  It really is an awful place disguised to be fun, exciting, exhilarating . . and you know all of it... it is NOT!!!!!   At least not for people like us.  It is coniving.. almost like the devil is playing a part in all of it.
Why sit around moaning about it; I must do what I'm doing - - -just don't GO!!!!!!!!!  It is as simple as that.. we know it's not really simple, but it is pretty "cut and dried"  when it comes down it.  We CANNOT go there because we/I can't control myself.  All of my resolutions go straight out the window as soon as I get in there... I am mesmerized...
Well, this time I want OUT - - out of the madness!!!
 
Thank you, Atticus for responding yesterday - - - it was nice to get your message!
Hope all is well with everyone,
For TODAY I will NOT gamble!!
sg