Day 5 - kept busy!
Hi everyone,
Made it through most of the weekend; I stayed really busy and that does help - ya just don't let that little trip creeep into the schedule. :] I am feeling some resentment and I'm not sure exactly why... maybe someone can help me work this out.. What happened is my two friends from work who I have gambled with planned a trip to Vegas this past weekend. One called in sick and the other one took the day off - - - they didn't tell me they had this planned... of course they knew that there was no way I was going to go... but - anyway, with those two being out of the office, another person getting ill and going home and another one out, it created a lot of pressure on me and two new people who had been there only a week. I'm trying to work this out in my mind - - -do I feel resentful because they didn't ask me, even though they do realize what I"m trying to do (and they are not)... OR do I feel this way because they didn't include me in the secret . . . (by the way, these are two very hardworking people - they are not slackers, but the job situation has become very stressful - and I believe they just needed to "get away". :] Anyway, I am struggling a little with this in terms of how to act towards them when they are both there... the way I did find out about it is when one posted on Facebook, VEGAS HERE WE COME! :]
I guess I feel hurt and I'm not sure why... other than that, I stayed away today and got a lot of things done . . for that I am thankful.
Take care,
SG
Made it through most of the weekend; I stayed really busy and that does help - ya just don't let that little trip creeep into the schedule. :] I am feeling some resentment and I'm not sure exactly why... maybe someone can help me work this out.. What happened is my two friends from work who I have gambled with planned a trip to Vegas this past weekend. One called in sick and the other one took the day off - - - they didn't tell me they had this planned... of course they knew that there was no way I was going to go... but - anyway, with those two being out of the office, another person getting ill and going home and another one out, it created a lot of pressure on me and two new people who had been there only a week. I'm trying to work this out in my mind - - -do I feel resentful because they didn't ask me, even though they do realize what I"m trying to do (and they are not)... OR do I feel this way because they didn't include me in the secret . . . (by the way, these are two very hardworking people - they are not slackers, but the job situation has become very stressful - and I believe they just needed to "get away". :] Anyway, I am struggling a little with this in terms of how to act towards them when they are both there... the way I did find out about it is when one posted on Facebook, VEGAS HERE WE COME! :]
I guess I feel hurt and I'm not sure why... other than that, I stayed away today and got a lot of things done . . for that I am thankful.
Take care,
SG
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