I know today is not Monday, but I had to put on a green smiley face. I love you my Joshie Pooh and Sunday all of Wayne County will know just how much. The interview John and I did last Saturday will be in the Feature Section of Sundays Goldsboro News Argus. I can't wait. I am so excited. For those of you going to Charleston I will bring a copy with me to pass around. The last couple of days have been OK. I am trying my best to stay out of the dumps. I think it is just the missing him so much that kills me. But John and I are making it by keeping Josh 's memory alive. He was a very special and unique person. Everyone loved my baby. I never knew what a good job John and I did raising him until he passed. I am so proud of you Josh and I am sorry your daddy and I never told you that much. You were everything to us and you still are. I love you Josh, Mama I know today is not Monday, but I had to put on a green smiley face. I love you my Joshie Pooh and Sunday all of Wayne County will know just how much. The interview John and I did last Saturday will be in the Feature Section of Sundays Goldsboro News Argus. I can't wait. I am so excited. For those of you going to Charleston I will bring a copy with me to pass around. The last couple of days have been OK. I am trying my best to stay out of the dumps. I think it is just the missing him so much that kills me. But John and I are making it by keeping Josh 's memory alive. He was a very special and unique person. Everyone loved my baby. I never knew what a good job John and I did raising him until he passed. I am so proud of you Josh and I am sorry your daddy and I never told you that much. You were everything to us and you still are. I love you Josh, Mama
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Isn\'t it wonderful how you find out these amazing things about your child? You know, the one who argued with you, who wouldn\'t clean up without being nagged, who tried to get out of work-then you find out what you always knew-that to the outside world he was attentive and caring and took the values you taught him with him when he walked out of your house-it is a testimony to the love in your home and the love you shared with Josh-and he absolutely knew how much you loved him-or he wouldn\'t have been able to be loved by everyone else. I love you all too, Sandy
That\'s incredibly good news. As long as you remember Josh will not be forgoten. He knows how proud you are of him. Love and hugs Cathy
He knows, he knows. Can\'t wait to see the article. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, kathy