Today is Monday and I changed my smiley face. I guess I can say I am happy for the 16 years that I had Josh in my life. Yesterday was hard, but I made it through it. I have a TCF meeting tonight (Very Thankful). I really need it. I had a very beautiful son. He was a mama's boy. I think about all the time we spent together not even thinking that one day he would not be here. I am trying to put on the excellent smiley face today, but damn it is so hard.
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I am glad you had that 16 years to get to know your little guy. you are such a great momma or he wouldnt have been a mommas boy. my heart goes out to you and hope your TCF meeting is helpful. love you alissa
Josh is still with you. One of the things that Jake told me when I went to see Marcel is \"I am not gone, I am just not here\". Also that he is safe, happy and ok. These things help me on a daily basis. Lots of love, Jake\'s mom, Kathy
Sixteen years is a good amount of time to love someone but an incredibly short lifetime. I find Cf and Ds to be my salvation, without them I\'d be lost. I come from a very small small, town and the internet is my support group. You still havea beautiful son, who has a wonderful Mamma. Josh Is still his Momma\'s boy. Love and Hugs Cathy John\'s Mom