It is to hard to write a journal this morning. Today has been 7 months since me and John lost our beautiful son. I got up and have cried all morning. Made it to work and have cried. My best friend came by the office and brought me some cookies and a book. "How to Go on Living When you Lose Someone you love." I hurt so bad for Jill. I just don't know how many more months I can take without Josh. Seeing his smile, hearing him say "Oh Mama". Why was I left here on this earth without him? My life is not worth living. Two good things did happen yesterday. I finally meet with the guy who is doing my protrait of Josh for my mantel. Still has a way to go. Second, I have found a lady in Kill Devils Hill that will take your children's art work and make jewlrey out of it. Well, Josh's signature was very unique and she is making me a piece. Her website is www.kidoodles.com if anyone wants to check it out. Well, I guess I better try and get some work done. Love, Rhonda
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{{{huigs}}} Rhonda! i will be thinking of you today! love you! ~~ charlayne
I am with you Rhonda...It was just 7 months for me as well and I want that time back. I want to go back 8 months ago and rewrite history. Thank you for the tip on the website. Take care and lots of love, Karen
Dear Rhonda, The 24 is our aniversary date as well!
Phy
Rhonda, you have to keep moving. That\'s what helps me. You life is very much worth living. I know it doesn\'t always seem that way, for alot of us we feel that way. But Josh wants you to keep going. We are here for you when ever you need us. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, kathy