Dear Josh, Honey today your daddy and I celebrate our 20th wedding anniversary. I don't know how to celebrate it without you. You know today also is the one year anniversary for your Pa Buck's death. I just don't know how much more your daddy can take. I was sitting here at my desk a little while ago looking at your picture and tears started coming. Josh, I am sorry I was not there to protect you. I am sorry you had to die alone. I am sorry your life was cheated. But, one thing you never suffered during your life. No sorrow, no sickness, no losing anyone close except Pa Bobby. No parents fighting and spliting. 16 years old free to do what you wanted while me and your daddy supported your dating habits. I have not spoken to Logan in a while. Her birthday is coming up in July and I guess I will send her a card and gift card. The only reason I will be doing this is because of you. I still love her like a daughter, Josh but she has moved on. And it is hard for me and especially your daddy to handle. Josh honey, please know that I love you with all of my heart and miss you everyday. On I forgot to tell you what your daddy gave me for our anniversary. A Pandora Charm Bracelet. He had your birthstone, his birthstone, my birthstone, the Letter M, and June's stone for the month we were married. It's perfect. Your daddy did good. I gave me a gold chain with a peace symbol hand on it. You would like it. He wanted something he could wear close to his heart to remind of you. He loves you too and miss you. We were proud of you and never really told you that much. Well, I better close. I have 30 more mintues before time to go home. Your daddy and I are going out for dinner. I would love to go to your favorite the Olive Garden, but you know your daddy does not like that place. I love you with all of my aching heart. Love your mama.
Rhonda, Happy anniversary. We can\'t be every where they are. As you wrote Josh never suffered in any way while he was on this earth. Josh is so proud of the two of you. Keep making him proud. You will all be together again. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, Kathy
i hope you have a good dinner and i am so glad you and your hubby are doing something for eachother. you should both be so proud for how you raised josh. josh knows how proud you are of him and how much you both love him. the bracelet sounds so beautiful how lucky you are to have a man that is thoughtful enough to pick something like that out. have a wonderful dinner.love alissa
Happy anniversary! Your braclet must be beautiful and so full of love from your husband! Have a wonderful time at dinner and hug each other many times. Love Phyllis
The hardest part of losing a child is the end of the thought that we could protect them no matter what. A friend of ours called it the end of \"virgin thinking\".
Happy anniversary.
Happy anniversary, have agood dinner. That\'s the thing I believe is the hardest for a Mom to accept is we couldn\'t protect our child. We can\'t it is not our fault we just don\'t have that much influence on the world. Josh was lucky to be born into your family. Love and Hugs Cathy
Congrats for 20 years!! My husband and I will celebrating our 25th on Aug. 8th. And I to have struggled with the fact that Meagan is not with us to celebrate. I have a Pandora charm braclet to....they are fun!
Dear Josh, Honey today your daddy and I celebrate our 20th wedding anniversary. I don't know how to celebrate it without you. You know today also is the one year anniversary for your Pa Buck's death. I just don't know how much more your daddy can take. I was sitting here at my desk a little while ago looking at your picture and tears started coming. Josh, I am sorry I was not there to protect you. I am sorry you had to die alone. I am sorry your life was cheated. But, one thing you never suffered during your life. No sorrow, no sickness, no losing anyone close except Pa Bobby. No parents fighting and spliting. 16 years old free to do what you wanted while me and your daddy supported your dating habits. I have not spoken to Logan in a while. Her birthday is coming up in July and I guess I will send her a card and gift card. The only reason I will be doing this is because of you. I still love her like a daughter, Josh but she has moved on. And it is hard for me and especially your daddy to handle. Josh honey, please know that I love you with all of my heart and miss you everyday. On I forgot to tell you what your daddy gave me for our anniversary. A Pandora Charm Bracelet. He had your birthstone, his birthstone, my birthstone, the Letter M, and June's stone for the month we were married. It's perfect. Your daddy did good. I gave me a gold chain with a peace symbol hand on it. You would like it. He wanted something he could wear close to his heart to remind of you. He loves you too and miss you. We were proud of you and never really told you that much. Well, I better close. I have 30 more mintues before time to go home. Your daddy and I are going out for dinner. I would love to go to your favorite the Olive Garden, but you know your daddy does not like that place. I love you with all of my aching heart. Love your mama.
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Rhonda, Happy anniversary. We can\'t be every where they are. As you wrote Josh never suffered in any way while he was on this earth. Josh is so proud of the two of you. Keep making him proud. You will all be together again. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, Kathy
i hope you have a good dinner and i am so glad you and your hubby are doing something for eachother. you should both be so proud for how you raised josh. josh knows how proud you are of him and how much you both love him. the bracelet sounds so beautiful how lucky you are to have a man that is thoughtful enough to pick something like that out. have a wonderful dinner.love alissa
Happy anniversary! Your braclet must be beautiful and so full of love from your husband! Have a wonderful time at dinner and hug each other many times. Love Phyllis
The hardest part of losing a child is the end of the thought that we could protect them no matter what. A friend of ours called it the end of \"virgin thinking\".
Happy anniversary.
Happy anniversary, have agood dinner. That\'s the thing I believe is the hardest for a Mom to accept is we couldn\'t protect our child. We can\'t it is not our fault we just don\'t have that much influence on the world. Josh was lucky to be born into your family. Love and Hugs Cathy
Happy Anniversary...a little late. God Bless You. Remember, God chooses the best ones to take with Him. We will all join them later.
Hugs, Marge
Congrats for 20 years!! My husband and I will celebrating our 25th on Aug. 8th. And I to have struggled with the fact that Meagan is not with us to celebrate. I have a Pandora charm braclet to....they are fun!