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- So, after some bitter cold days, today was warmer and a little rainy, very dreary. And my day off.I was pretty good during the week checking things off on my "to do" list. So I didn't have anything to pressing to accomplish today. What I would...
- I have taken a few back steps over the past few days. And cried like a baby in therapy today. So I thought I would follow Gem's early advice and re-read my earlier posts. It was riveting. I laughed and I cried, mostly cried. But it was really...
- Ok, so I have been having a really down day. Teary when I woke, teary when I came home tonight...blah, blah, blah. You get the point.I get home and peruse FB (yes, I understand it is by some considered a deadly sin...and one of my resolutions is...
- One of the things I always struggled with in coming to the conclusion that my ex was an angry, mean bully was that he never ever called me names, swore at me. I would think how could it have been that bad if he didn't actually use bad words. That...
- I have really been feeling good for the past month and a half. It's almost been 4 months since I shut the door on him for good. But now, out of nowhere, I have become a depressed mess....crying on and off for the past two days. And I hate it! I...
- So a friend of a friend wants to introduce me to a guy who is good friends with her and her husband. She approached me last night and I got the basic run down on him. His ex cheated on him, got pregnant, married the other guy. He doesn't have...
- As many of you know, I did not put a lot of long, hard thought in my decision to leave my ex. When I met him, I thought he was amazing. I thought I had finally found the one. Less then two years in, I suffered from major depression. I got help...
- Aw, I just made a mistake. I looked at the farm fb page. I know I shouldn't have but I did :-( There he is in all his glory posting this and that about various activities. And, of course, people are hitting the "like" button. It makes me want...
- On this eve of the eve of Thanksgiving, I just wanted to take a moment to appreciate those of you here that have helped me in this ugly, dark chapter of my life. For those not familiar, I stumbled across this group in mid September, days after I...
- I creep on the Divorce and Breakup forum and found this nugget. I really like it and really want to strive for it.Acceptance can help you at anytime in your life. Years ago, following a hard break-up with a nice gent, I grabbed a taxi ride home...
- I tinker on the edge of acceptance, but for the last few days I have felt tremendous anger. Anger that he wasn't what he appeared to be in the beginning after all. Anger that he charmed me into falling head over heels, believing I had finally...
- I can't even begin to believe that I am in a place in my life that I actually need to get really real and say I hate someone. Not just someone...someone that had my heart, my soul, my dream ... and he stomped all over everything. Smashing it to...
- Great word. Before I left and when I went back for more, it wasn't just anger, as he duly accused me, it was actually indignation. "Anger aroused by something unjust, unworthy or mean." Interestingly he is the only person I have been visibly...
- Happy birthday to you. You are amazing and I am honored to know you on this site. Andrea may scoff, but you are an inspiration to many!XOXO,LT
- I think I'm stuck in anger. It comes with lots of tears, but I am pretty sure it is anger...pure unadulterated anger at what he did, how he changed, how that change has turned my existence upside down permanently. How dare he!What do I do? I...