sleepyowl84

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  Joined New Group

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  Collecting Rocks

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  Posted: 12/27/2016

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  The other day I remembered a part of me: the rock collector. This is something that I used to do before the worst of the trauma happened. The collection was extensive, and impressive for what a young child could put together. I had no memory of this until a few days ago. A brief flash: carrying the rock collection out to the back yard and dumping it. Looking back, it seems like it was a physical act of splitting. In trying to rediscover myself, or the parts of me that existed before everything...

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  Swelling & redness

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  Last Reply: Fantod 12/27/2016

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  I have a lot of swelling, especially in my fingers and toes. This is accompanied by redness, and a general feeling of stiffness. Does anyone else experience this with their fibro? I've been told it's not a fibro symptom, but nothing shows up in my bloodwork to indicate anything else.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 12/27/2016

  sleepyowl84 commented on the discussion Irritated During Christmas.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 12/24/2016

  sleepyowl84 joined the group attachment disorder in adults.

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  Past Lives??? Verdict still out.

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  Posted: 12/24/2016

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  Okay, so my verdict is still out about this past life thing, but I tried a hypnosis downloaded from audible.com just for fun. Had a weird vision of looking at a page, and handing it off to someone named “George” to read to me. I was illiterate, it seems, and very poor. Had another experience, too, but more disturbing than illiteracy. At the point where prompted to imagine a blooming flower, the mental imagery shifted to a forest scene. I was wearing dirty rags and my hair was dishevled. I...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 12/24/2016

  sleepyowl84 commented on the discussion Holiday Weekend Check-in.

• Sexual Abuse
  

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  Posted: 12/23/2016

  sleepyowl84 commented on the discussion Is it to much..

• Sexual Abuse
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 12/23/2016

  sleepyowl84 commented on the discussion Everyday is a Struggle to Survive..

• Sexual Abuse
  

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  Posted: 12/23/2016

  sleepyowl84 commented on the discussion Figuring things out..

• Loneliness
  

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  Posted: 12/23/2016

  sleepyowl84 commented on the discussion So alone.

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  4,000 Questions

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  Posted: 12/23/2016

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  I have spent so long hiding and suppressing my past, that I no longer know who I am. Today, a book fell from the shelves: 4,000 Questions to Get to Know Anyone and Everyone. I've been staring at it, frightened to open it up and discover who I am. I feel like that in effort to erase all the horror, my self fragmented into so many pieces that no clear image remains...

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

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  Posted: 12/23/2016

  sleepyowl84 commented on the discussion I Just Can't Do This Anymore TW.

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 12/23/2016

  sleepyowl84 commented on the discussion what is your most challenging holiday trigger.