PaganSpirit
Status: "Scars are stories, history written on the body" Kathryn Harrison
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- Just wanted to say that I love the new avatar! I love animals and am a huge supporter of the military.
- I don't know what to do with myself. I have been so irritable lately. I get wicked annoyed at everything real quick. Im frustrated with my moods. Im sad, lonelyfuck Im slipping. I was doing pretty good for about 1 month and now this. Its coming for...
- Hi all, I have been in a very deep depression for a while now. Hopeless, worthless, sadness, frustration, self harm, etc. Anyway, I started some new meds, started an IOP, continue with one on one therapy, dropped work hours to only 3 days a week and...
- Today is an important day for me. I should be happy and in a celebratory mood. Instead I'm sad and very lonely. I've been slipping back into a depression lately so I'm not surprised but I don't like it. I could call someone and go out to celebrate...
- 2013 was not a very good year for me so I'm happy to see it end.I went through two hospitalizations, a suicide attempt, a drawn out and very painful breakup, a DWI, and probably the worst depression I've ever felt. From around April of 2013 nothing...
- I've really been very frustrated lately. I have a legal situation that I'm worrying a lot about. The outcome is very important because if its bad it could end up affecting my job. I have a good job and am trying to do everything I can not to lose...
- Today started out fine but as it went on I found myself thinking about how my life is stuck in a rut right now, how I've hurt people, the mistakes I've made,etc. I don't know where these thoughts come from but it sucks how they can creep up on me...
- I have been struggling for a while with depression and loneliness. Today I'm a little bit happier than I've been in a while. Two days ago I adopted a kitten. I love animals but haven't owned a pet for many years. I forgot how great it is to have a...
- So I just found out that a friend of mine un-friended me on Facebook. She was concerned about my potential reaction to her recent posts. She thought they would trigger a worse depression or possible self injury. I got very upset about this. That...
- So, I wake up this morning and say to myself that today will be a good day and I actually believe it. I go to work feeling like maybe this depression is starting to lift. Well it didn't take long for that to go to hell. I screwed up and one of our...
- Some days for some reason I feel the pain of loneliness more than other days. Can't explain it, its just a very sad, empty feeling. I'm sitting here thinking that I don't have many friends. I have family that cares about me but I feel so different...
- I make mistakes just like everyone else. My problem is that I beat myself up mercilessly for making them. Mostly its verbal beatings I inflict on myself but sometimes its physical. I feel anger and disappointment with myself for being so stupid. I...
- "And by a strange alchemy of brain his pleasure always turn'd to pain- his naivet to wild desire- his wit to love- his wine to fire- and so, being young and dipt in folly I fell in love with melancholy" Edgar Allan Poe When I read...
- I used to think I was antisocial but my therapist thinks the term loner is more fitting. Looking back on my life I see that she is right. I never had much in common with my peers, few people I know have the same or similar interests as me. I learned...
- Hello everybody, just thought I would post a little introduction. I have been dealing with mood swings, self injury and suicidal ideation since I was in my early teens. Its only been within the last few months that I was diagnosed bipolar so even...