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- No reason. Nothing happened. I was hypomanicky this morning, got a lot done. It's been a productive day.I took a nap, woke up...and that's it. I just feel like dumping some serious emotion for some reason.Perhaps it really is time for xanax now....
- I'm a little depressed...not as bad as I was. I'm getting some things done that I normally wouldn't get done. Perhaps a little hypomania. As I'm sitting here typing, I can't help but to bounce my legs like crazy, I keep shaking my head, My lip is...
- I received a message from my best friend yesterday saying we "really need a heart to heart." I went to NY to visit her for her 30th b-day over the weekend.During this weekend trip I was surrounded by alcoholics and potheads. We went to her...
- I'm so full of depression, anxiety, anger, rage and whatever else you can possibly think of. Right at this moment. I may have posted replies that were harsh and uncalled for, I apologize to those people.I know we've all been through this, but I'm...
- I've exhausted all the other meds I'm able to take as mood stabilizers. Tegretol is the last one.Can anyone please tell my their experiences on it? Side effects, changes in mood, better, worse?Of course if the pdoc says to take it I will...but I...
- In light of the latest thread war...I just wanted to say that I know sometimes things can be taken the wrong way.Sometimes people are meant to be joking, and the other is hurt.Sometimes people are being sarcastic, and the other is...
- At what cost? I know there are some of you out there that are stable on your meds, with your regular ups and downs like anyone else in the world.But what of us that the side effects completely inhibit us from functioning normally? You could say...
- That's all it takes. I can spend an hour talking about how horrible I feel, or hear a terrible story. I could watch a heart wrenching movie, listen to a special song. I could see an old couple still walking around holding hands, a marriage, a...
- I am to be leaving in a couple of hours for a trip to NY...5 hour trip. I hate driving, I hate boats (need to take a ferry). I'm anxious as hell here, but I don't think that driving a long distance after taking xanax would be a very good idea. ...
- I just got off the phone w/ my boyfriend. During our conversation, he says that BP isn't really a disability. "When I (he) thinks of disability, it's physical"I said just b/c I'm not physically disabled doesn't mean that this illness isn't...
- I have a lot of trouble making decisions. Not just b/c they are hard decisions to make, but b/c I'm not sure what frame of mind I'm in. I question practically every decision I make b/c I don't know if I'm jumping in too quickly...or if there will...
- Well, I have pretty much given up on God. I'm not saying I'm anti-christ or anything. Just that I'm unsure. I don't have faith..in any higher power.I was born and raised Catholic. My daughter was baptized as an infant. My son (nearly 6) has not...
- What little habit do you have when it comes to "the jitters", like when you're really anxious inside, but not really reacting facially?I bounce my legs, based on the level of anxiety is how much, how hard, how fast I bounce them.I shake my hands,...
- Ok, so I've been with the same man for 2 1/2 years. He was with me before my initial breakdown, and with me throughout the worst of my BP. He has committed himself to trying to learn as much as possible about BP. Of course, he still doesn't get...
- Hi, I'm Hanna and I accept my nomination...er...diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder! I am also going to accept on behalf of my running mate....Generalized Anxiety Disorder!During this reign, I accept the responsibility of being medicated for life. I...