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- I began writing a journal entry that was directed more in the "fu** it" genre...but it took a turn in the middle. Just thought I'd share it with you all.Everything sucks...and i'm not saying that in a depressed way...I'm saying it as if you asked...
- My 5 year old son is a beeper (no, not funny)... but he does some of the strangest things. I don't know whether it's a 5 year old beeper thing, OCD, or just a 5 year old.He has been taking diapers out of my baby nephew's pack, putting them in the...
- Ok, who's with me?I'm literally uncomfortable. Aches and pains, I don't feel like sitting here on the computer, yet I can't rip myself away.I don't feel comfortable sitting on the couch, a rocking chair, in the kitchen...I can't get comfortable in...
- I can't help but still be irate over a thread that was posted last night.It singled out one of our members and the thread poster had even said that this board had lost all credibility due to this one member.I'm sorry, I'm not sure if I should even...
- I was doing pretty good for a while...a few months. Out of nowhere I've just swung down into the dumps. I don't know what to do with myself...I know what I should be doing, but I just can't seem to make myself. I can't make up my mind about...
- I went to a live BP support group last night. It was a great experience. The people were very nice, and it just good to be there.BUT...There was something about each of them, maybe their mannerisms, the way they talked, the way they walked? I...
- For some reason today I just feel like there should be music to go with all of the moments of my day...for the times I'm conversing there should be just a little instrumental.There should be a hit song for everything I encounter today.Chariots of...
- When I was taking lots of meds (mood stabilizer, anti-psychotic, anti-depressant, anti-anxiety and sleeping pills)...I, understandably, couldn't remember my dreams. But now I have lots of epic dreams or nightmares.I dream a lot about natural...
- I guess I've been dealing w/ ED for about 9 years. Once I became pregnant w/ my 1st child I ate for 4, whatever my heart desired. I remained 200lbs. for a while, got down to 175lbs and got pregnant again. This time I was very sick, so I didn't...
- I know you can't actually smell me...or can you? I seem to have become even more obsessed with how I smell. I always feel like I smell like feet, or $h*t, or just plain BO. I shower, I use body splash, scented hair products,...
- My Mom's birthday is tomorrow. I had planned on getting her a gift certificate since she's BP and uses shopping as an outlet...but then again, she's trying to cut back on all the clutter from her binge shopping.I thought I'd clean the house like...
- Do any of you keep humor at all with your dx? I mean to people aside from DS.I can hold conversations with friends and family that know about the BP, and I can keep some humor in it by saying "don't ask me...I'm just crazy" joking around of...
- Ya know? It's freakin' hard to deal w/ BP sometimes...ok, almost all the time. I'm not in a great place as it is right now.My son, 5 years old, ADHD, BP and ODD is, I swear, trying to drive me over the edge right now. Trying to break his...
- I've been in a mildly depressive state for a few weeks...maybe even a month or so. Constant anxiety...so bad that I wonder if there's actually something wrong with my heart b/c my chest hurts so much.There's so much going on in my head at once,...
- When it comes to my eating habits...it's one extreme or the other.Eat nothing...or eat everything in sight. I don't purge, and the latter of the 2 is what I tend to do more often. I desperately want to lose some weight...and it's not unreasonable...