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- I've been feeling it for weeks. I can't explain it. I can't pinpoint what it is. I just feel unstable. I feel like I should be hospitalized b/c I can't figure it out. I have no one left to talk to. No one answers my calls. No one calls me...
- My bf moved in a little over a year ago with the agreement that he wouldn't drink at all. For a couple of months, that happened. Over the past couple of months it's been becoming more and more and I have talked to him about it. He always promises...
- I love my bf. He treats me and my kids so well. There's just a few things that are hard to deal with. He has OCD with keeping things clean. I don't mind this. I like having a clean house and a clean bf. I just feel like I'm not doing enough...
- I haven't been on DS in a while. I don't know if some of you will remember me or not. Things have not been well with me. There's just too much to tell for me to put in one post. I'd lose you all by the mid point. I have all this stuff going on...
- I've been struggling with anxiety and depression for a couple of months now. I'm taking so many meds it's ridiculous. I find that every day I just write in my journal all about what I should or could be doing, but I never actually do it....well,...
- For anyone who knows me and what's been going on in my life, and for those who don't, but are curious...I have FINALLY moved into my own place. I haven't been around in a few weeks b/c I've been moving and unpacking. But I've finally done it! I...
- It's been a while since I've come onto DS much, but I've never known the boards to be this slow!Is there anyone out there?
- I'm having a rough morning. Murphy's Law seems to be following me around today. Nothing seems to be easy, but I'm doing what I have to do.I'm at school. Just 6 1/2 more hours until I graduate from Technical School. I haven't been on DS really in...
- I have that song stuck in my head now. "Smile, though your heart is breaking...." I realized how very little I smile, and I try to be positive and think about what's going good in my life. I just seem utterly incapable of appreciating anything. ...
- I'm sure that most of you know what anhedonia is, but just in case, it's the inability to experience pleasure.I've been suffering from this for years in varying degrees, but over the past few months it has become almost unbearable. I don't enjoy...
- Murphy's Law, that is.I've been trying my best to stay in good spirits, but everything is going wrong and it's putting more than a little damper on my mood. I'm fuming angry and can't seem to snap out of it b/c every time I start to calm down from...
- I'm getting the beginnings of a cold. My daughter was sick with it for a little while, and she's just hanging onto it. I don't want to be bedridden sick for Xmas.Anyone have any little tips for keeping a cold at bay?
- It's just past noon where I'm at. There's still the whole day ahead of me, and I'm totally bored. Due to circumstances in my current residence, I don't have much of a choice as to doing more than just sitting on the computer all day. I've been...
- I've reached that plateau of "the middle of nowhere". Maybe this is what my new "normal" is. Not happy, not sad. Not depressed, not manic. Not numb, not overly emotional. It's boring.
- a topic. The board doesn't move quite as fast as it used to, does it?That's ok. We just need some new subject matter. I suppose we can start with what your plans are for the day!Today, I plan on just taking meds, lounging around and going to EMDR...