HannaHana
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- I feel like I've been posting way too much about me lately, and I'm sorry everyone. I want to ask everyone for their support, hugs, positive energy...anything b/c I'm going through some really rough times right now.Going to the pdoc, getting put...
- I've come to finally notice that my symptoms worsen at night. Practically every night I have some sort of depressive breakdown. For once I finally see a pattern in this whole thing.What are your patterns...if you know of any? How do you deal with...
- I'm hoping I'm not alone, and assuming I'm not alone, but sometimes my mind gets the best of me. All the negative thinking takes over and it hits you again and again.What is it that you do to try to stop your mind from taking over?
- Just wanted to thank everyone for all the hugs and support I got for what I was going thru.Thank you.~hanna
- I've been on thee downward spiral. I sit here day after day just hating myself, my home, my life in general. I constantly question my life's worth, and have been/am thinking of the unthinkable. I want to live, just not like this.Please help me,...
- I'm so very sick and tired of feeling like a burden to my family and friends. I want to get up and do everything by myself, for myself and my kids. I don't want any help from anyone. But, I know I need it. I don't want to accept it, and it makes...
- That I just don't belong here. Everyday I come onto DS, and it seems that I know less and less of the people here. I'm having trouble adding much to threads b/c everything I have to say has already been said or I can't relate or I just can't word...
- I'm sure everyone out there has been stuck there.Right now, I desperately want to go back to work. Am I ready? I don't know, but how can I know unless I try? The problem is, if I go back to work there is no full time position, they gave my...
- Ever have a morning when you just wake up knowing that it's going to be a bad day?But you still sit there and try to talk yourself out of it by telling yourself you'll get all sorts of things accomplished today. But in the back of your mind you...
- I'll be getting my kids back on Wednesday...it's been a while since I've had both of my kids all to myself. They've been w/ my mom.So back to the way things were...hopefully not. I couldn't handle them. But I'm attempting to prep myself. Bought...
- You know that feeling of being alone...completely and utterly alone, even if you have a support system?I'm there. I have too much to do, no time or energy to do it and even though I have an offer or 2 to help, I still feel completely and utterly...
- I was told by my dear friend to keep a motivational quote, or a few, that might keep me going, or just to get me through the day. Put it in eyesight from the moment you wake up and keep it in your mind.Well, I don't have any, can't think of any. ...
- I was just in touch with my disability insurance company. If BP were my primary dx I'd be covered for life, instead, my primary dx is "major depressive disorder and ALCOHOL ABUSE". I DON'T DRINK!!! AT ALL!!!I've been between my pdoc and the...
- It seems awkward to me to post a plea for support when I have been so inactive on the boards. I haven't got enough positive energy to even tell people to "hang in there" b/c I'm having such a time of it myself.Don't get me wrong, I would love to be...
- Am I on the boards alone this morning?What's up people?